alrite, im full steam ahead to finally complete learning the basic of guitars even tho i started like when im sec 3? kinda lame and stupid rite? haha.. now got time and got guitar so yep. tho i need a person to teach, hmm.. self taught from interent do have its flaws.. haha. shall see how.

least i got some kind of life out here now...

i feel so loserish.

oh well.

since july is gonna end, i shall post the list of dates which im free for the next coming month!

4 - thurs
6- sat
8,9 - mon,tues
12,13,14 - fri - sun
16 - tues
21 - sun
24 - wed
28 - sun

total offs = 12 total working daes = 19. hmm kinda suck even with the national hols. oh well...

hmm, 1 more week and july is over.
anyway kinda boing and low life i lead now.
which is driving me nuts...

i need some excitement...

maybe like getting a gf, then have some break up probs, then try to solve, then rinse and repeat...

tat would be kinda cool..

hah.. just babbling

alrite, suppose to have kite flying todae, but we just ended up bumming around in suntec cuz of rain. nuthing much happened, just the usual hanging out and enjoying each other company. which is cool i guess.

argh......

i need life. even tho life is pain, pain makes u feel alive... hah...

i feel so stupid again.

really regretted not doing it. ARgh...

sianz. now im left with onli 1 option... grr.. doubt that there will be any chance, perhaps i shuld just give it up...

alrite pple.
time really flies when ur enjoying urself and slow to a halt when ur doing guard duty..
in a blink of an eye 3 daes off just sort of disappeared...

anyway, to those tearing their hair out on wat to buy for my bdae present, i have kindly decided to make a list of wants tat would release u of the agony of thinking wat to get.. so here it is!

1)Oxygen
2)Nitrogen
3)Carbon Dioxide
4)Argon
5)Neon
6)A bag filled with nothing (and yar, im not keeping the bag)

so there u go!

anyway from parkour i have derived a new branch call mallour.
parkour is basically sleek movement out in the park whereas mallour is sleek and fast fluid movement in the malls. now some might think tat a mall environment has totally nothing to play around with. i mean, what obstacles are there in the malls other than the few benches that scattered around the malls? well, u need a weekend, coupled with school holidaes and maybe throw in the great singapore sale for good measure and whoola! u get a mall FULL OF MOVING OBSTACLES! how cool is tat? u totally need skills and technique to walk from 1 end to the other in the shortest time! u need to be agile to dodge, sharp eyes to see incoming, and a wholesome amount of luck to be lucky.. haha

so there u go, mallour. practice it while shopping for my stuffs, yar?
enjoy.

had capt ball todae

wat a roll over, basically we got thrashed hmm..
but it wasnt so bad, get to make some frens.

its kinda weird when pple keep saying good job or well played when we are trailing 10 points.. i wonder if his trying to convince himself..

well, never had any hope for the competition.

but i still love capt ball.

tired tired

after capt ball still go some strange place to eat prata and maggie goreng. super nice! haha.
so shiok :)

yes
i got another 6 pm standby todae.
and im really getting pretty pissed...
considering i got 7pm the standby before, and another 6pm the standby before before.
pissed pissed pissed. plus is had ippt todae which was totally so extra. apparently my seniors are trying to fight for dae offs. hope tat there will be dae offs if not i also sianz.

it really have a bad impact on me. i need to do something constructive. like learning jap? learn guitar?. or wateva.
kinda lots of possibilites here, BUT ... NO MONEY!

aRgH.

enuff of ranting.

now must settle something.

im getting tired.
im really am.

the monotonus life of counting down the first hour onli to do the same for the next is taking its toll on me. it doesn help when pple get on my edge with act smart replies.

basically im tired of pple giving me nonsense and lame shit attitude problem.

i have decided to ignore these pple to spare me my pain agony.
thus if u call/sms me and i dont answer/reply, it means ur on ignore. dont even bug me why ur on ignore, i'll unignore u when i feel like it.

which means never.

so there. feeling better but im still angst. if u dont know who u are, then good, if u wan to contact me, dont bother. im having a tough life here, dont make things even more difficult for me.

alrite i have said my piece. life sux, army sux, so does everything else...

to whom it may concern:

patch

kinda weird why i bother writing when i know no one is bothering to read..

am suppose to rant abt something...
but i cant really remember.

hmm...

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Yellowcard - My Ony One.

yes theres a sudden increase of yellowcard lyrics here.. but they are nice song which i wanna share :) haha.

todae is eating spree..
met up with the gers and we ate, pizza, lasange, tiramisu, some strange italian ice cream, some stir fried udon. i nearly wanted to buy fried bean curd and tori Q but due to lack of funds... haha...

yep its been pretty fun. tho its just a simple hang out. too bad they starting school soon. but theres gonna be a kite flying outing! ha. looking forward. since theres nuthing much happening in my life rite now.. :(

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see, something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder, the more that you know
When you get lonely, if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say its okay
It's okay

Yellowcard - Empty Apartment
It's okay

yay looking forward to thursdae.
its gers outing + me.
HAH.

anyway, think i probably gonna end up in dog course. hm. not sure if i really wan to go. but shall see how lah.
yay.

thursdae come faster!

army politics can be so scary.

but i aint giving a damn abt it. as long as they dont drag me into their fight, they can declare war for all i care.
least i got a nice section where pple do help each other out.
i so totally despise pple who try to act important.
then again, dont touch me and i wont bite.

on lighter note, my work is getting more and more monotonous.... 1 senior downgraded to pes e due to back problem, but since his ording soon, so they gonna keep him.. another may downgrade to pes c. but he may be reposted out somewhere... hmm... if being downgraded can enable me to join band i wont mind, cuz my place to so totally dry and boring! SSDD over and over! gah.

PPLE ASK ME OUT ON MY OFF DAES SO TAT I GOT SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO!
thank u very much....