im so sad!
i wan to play for alumni but the concert is on my mounting dae!

sad sad sad.

sometime im so disgusted with my own behaviour.

'its been a long time since i had a date, im desperate like the monnkey in the land plagued by banana famine.'

im quite sad tat somehow firefox doesn seem to be able to work normally on my comp.

thus im stuck with using opera. not tat its bad. it just not as good as firefox. sad

anyway we had a talk on da vinci code todae, was quite ok, by this prof. apparently he lectures sea history hmm.

and his analogy was pretty awesome!
haha

his analogy goes tat some secret files abt raffles was uncovered, and tat he is in fact an ah gau who likes to cross dress. likes to perform in opera as female and one of his act is call 'yang gui fei' (hai yang the yang [ocean], gui hun the gui [ghost], gui fei the fei [concubine]). and all these files had been keep secret by a ring [lotr?] of pple from this organisation Momen Obtineo Educatio [mass possess education] also known as MOE by few.

argh
my mouth is so pain

its flooded with ulcers!
pain pain

somebody take the pain awae!

oh man.
i never tot i nid an interview to get into ntu acct.

this is so wrong
i feel like kickin something

ARGH.

shockin stuff todae

some senior tot tat im actually with this ger. wired, weird.

nuthing much to sae just tat went church, made a couple of crosses went for family dinner which the food totally sux (too salty anyone?)

anyway.

my church invited this uni lecturer to talk abt da vinci code.
interested pple can contact me, tis on 22 April 7pm at my church hah.

the font from my previous post is so ugly.

anyway i wan to watch bleach! anyone got episode from 20+?

argh.

RELIENT K

"Be My Escape"

I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.

I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You

So were You

lamest thing i heard yesterdae, 'i don know how to walk out from j8.'
...
it was super furnie when its spoken so seriously, and my mind froze when i had to come up with an explaination on how to walk out from j8. which is so nonsense by itself. imagine me saying take lift to first floor and walk out the glass door...

i doubt she will understand tat...

tho eventually i managed to guide her bak to the correct place. but still... its pretty furnie.

anyway nuthing much happened this few daes, just wastin my life awae.. sort of. all the holidaes are coming! hope i get to keep them.. keepin my fingers crossed.