had a few chat with cry and it seems like both of us have come to the conclusion on wat to do and such.

and somewat, i figured out the first step. and the rest just have to see the situation and see how things go.

sometimes i have no idea wat the heck am i doing.

things are getting pretty warp and muddy. clearin it up its gonna take ages.

i have no idea wat to do next.......

my first work of the year ended up being a waiter

the restaraunt is in east coast, and its sort of a per function thing. u get paid for $20 for roughly 3 hrs of work and dinner [pizza!] is provided. its pretty slack most of the part, but its DAMN FUN!

firstly, the setting is damn slack. no uniform, i jsut wore jeans and tee. So the whole lot of us waiters were like clowns [different assortment of clothes] running around serving tea and food and such. And its super not professional la, its like im not trained AT ALL and im suppose to serve tea and scoop soup for them. So i really just anyhow do sia, try to look pro haha.

the tea jar is really damn heavy. i hold till my arm ache and shake when pourin tea. so i ended up fillin it half full first before i go to top up their tea.. and the japs, they drink tea like breathing sia... really a lot.. like average 5 refills a person. scary!

my fren was really popular with the jap gers, all wan to take photo with him. he was like 'how come jap gers want me but sg gers don wan' haha. then they say 'u r handsome' and he say arigato they all giggled like crazy. and they keep drinkin up their tea so he can serve them damn funny.

then the ger who was workin with my section got sexual harrass b a table of guys. its like they say'thank u, u are very pretty' and keep drinkin tea so she can serve them. then we were slackin in a corner near their table, they attempted to take photo of her but she ducked and hide behind me.

its pretty exciting and all. but im kinda lost without subtitles. haha. will be goin back next mondae. hah more jap people. hope got more pretty gers to take photo with. apparently they say the grp yesterdae was more on.. but todae was pretty fun actually. haha. all my work like not working liddat. hah

decided to go learn some vocab to boost my english usuage and this is wat i came across

enterdrainment
girlfriend button
e-penis
celebutard


and of cuz
my own creation

apitas

enjoy learning peeps!

and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying

well i don wan the same things to happen over again whereby i ended up sitting doin nuthing. but then again, im just not sure if its the rite thing to do. things do get complicated. and somehow, deciding to not do anything may just seem the best decision. or maybe im just a coward.

there is no nds emu