Monday, December 25, 2006

"there is no fear in love, but perfect love cast out fears"

christmas has come and gone. nuthing much happened.

23rd was my church christmas event. tho i was sorta running it... been helping the pa system and just chilling out... the skit was was good, as they said.. maybe i can put up the video.. if there is a recording of it. then rest of the nite was the nite activity and i almost died trying to conduct games and control the crowd and attempting to drag time....

24th my baptizm day. got baptised, got the cert and wat not. and ya. nothing much to say.. apparently one of my pri sch fren was invited but she never turn up. kinda pity cuz i would like to meet with her again like after so many years. at nite went to watch ben stiller movie. a nite at the museum or something liddat. pretty interesting. i like the tiny men. its worth watching i must say. then went to jamie house to stay overnite. watched the veggie tales but i slept halfway tru... for it was like, 2 am already or something liddat.

25th slack, hang around in her house. then they got some family thing so we left, then the rest of us when to bt timah area to eat lunch, then i go home, cuz feeling tired and nuthing to do... think they went ahead for bowling or something along tat line... wasnt kneen on going.

apparently, the whole world is so addicted to ouenden.... its like they just cant get enuff of it, and i just cant seem to be able to get my hands on my nds anymore. wan zhen especially totally ps sheryl.. like no matter how much u try to get her attention, she just cant be bothered to respond to u.. oh wellus... i better complete the game soon.. haha if not its quite irritating for me to play halfway then must let them try.

kinda apitas.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

in recent view of lack of bloggin materials...

this is something which u readers have to deal with.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

alrite pple.
im getting baptize on 24 dec. anyone wanna come see see drop me an sms and i will tell u more abt the details.

Monday, December 18, 2006

alrite
came back from kukup.

hmm, we met at 8.30 sat at bugis then took the sje to msia. the queue on both end for choppin of passport are horrible. somemore need to form formation to prevent people from cutting the queue. then reached lakin and ate mac for lunch. it was breakfast for me. then took another 1 hr ride to pontian. think was playing my nds most of the journey. reached there took a cab down to kukup.

the place is really just a house. quite big. facilities pretty basic. no internet but got air con, tv, ktv system. WQ brought ps2 to plug into the second tv. they played some majong, a bit of bridge. watched blade trinity and scary movie 4. and yes, scary movie 4 is dumb. ouenden is damn fun! rather addicted to it. haha. and its really pitas to have to try 10 times to get a song rite. ate some bbq food then went to do a bit of exploring. JY got the newest gundam game and we been hammering on that tru out the nite.

next dae woke up, ate simple breakfast, and on a boat rite to mangrove swamp. nuthing much to see. just laughed at some signs which goes along something like ' you learn that when u sit in a forest and wait, something happens'. which is pretty duh. took a faster-than-slow boat to get back to entrance of the swamp then on to a fish farm. see some dying fish, clayfish and turtle. then its time to head back to the house.

it rained on the way back so me and QH ran, the rest sought shelter at some agar agar shop [ in which they buy in bulk to borrow the umbrella ]. We stone outside the house cuz it was lock and we don have the key, till the rest of the people returned. did some cleaning up and packing, more hammering on gundam and off we go for our last meal there.

went to the seafood restaurant. ate some food. not a seafood lover so im kinda stuck with veggie and toufu. and the food sux. for a restaurant that look pretty promising. then we took bus back to pontian and another one to larkin.

wanted to go back to sg, but the jam was horrible. so we decided to go city square to shop, chill and eat. walked around for 1 hr, looking for box shorts. cant seem to find any nice, but the rest seem to get something for themselves. then dinner at vivo. all for $20 we got 1 strawberry float [ and yar, it seems tat the ice cream floats and the strawberries sink. so it taste horrible ], plate of cross cut fries, 1 beef lasagne, 1 NY fish n chips, 2 bowls of soup, 1 ice cream brownie... basically, it was food madness as QH and i attempt to clear all out ringgit. i left with 20 sen.. shuld have gone to the toilet again. then after the hearty dinner we head back to sg.

walked along the WRONG side of crossway. cars zipping on the right and train bellowing smog on the left. u feel like ur gonna be roadkill soon. but managed to get bak to sg safetly. took 950 to woodlands then 966 bak to toa payoh. walked home from kim keat link, end up bloody tired, bathed, watch bleach then sleep.

its a nice getawae place. but not worth goin more than 1 time, cuz i mean, whats there left to do over there? and anything tat we been doin [majong, bridge, ps2] and like be done in SG... or heck, even my house also can....

but its cheap haha 70 in total for 2 daes... guess its cheaper than local chalet?

Friday, December 15, 2006

wat a dae of packing

basically, we spent the whole dae packing up the place, and it was hell. firstly we had to pack those stuffs into boxes and seriously, i would have given my front tooth for a atomizer gun to just atomize every item there. its logistically impossible to stuff 10 L volume of stuff inside a 8 L volume box. so there, we need to create an extra 2 L for them..

in the end, we gave up, then they tried and gave up also.. ended up getting MORE boxes to get the necessary stuffs in. so yar, we did get our extra 2 L. and lots of bombshells... just when u tot u had the stuffs nicely packed in, someone would just come in and say 'hey i got 1 pot u haven take yet' and we had to rearrange everything to stuff tat pot in... then the same fella, would come in and say ' hey i still got basins' then u feel like strangling him tho u know its not his fault, nor anyone for tat matter... but u still feel like strangling him.. u know wat i mean.

then before we leave, we had to packed everything onto the van... at first it doesn seem possible... but we done it! haha.. the last cardboard piece was sooo hard to slot in, we just decided to place it flat and slam the door down. as long as it doesn fall off, its good for us i guess...

kudos to the van arranger. and it was back breaking work. literally. not to mention i had a bad bout of flu = toilet visit almost every 15 mins. it was apitas man.

Monday, December 11, 2006

alrite
some minor updates on wats been goin on in my life

got my NDS lite on 7 dec. Black colour. total cost 371 with set, 2 games [phoenix wright and megaman zx], and a cover. think i shelled out pretty much but im ok with it. feelin rich cuz got job now. haha. intending to get supercard soon so tat i can stop paying game and start *** them instead.

phoenix wright is cool, some judge game where ur the defendant lawyer and u had to cross examine witness testimony to bring out the lies with evidence. not much gameplay but the story line is good. megaman zx din play much, but so far i like the concept where u don have to pia tru 1 world just to clear 1 mission, now can slowly explore cuz the areas are connected and are pretty big.

8 dec went for church retreat at singapore sport school. and its so totally cool! not mentioning the 2 swimming pools, gym, lan gaming room and indoor running track, it also boost hostels tat put ntu to shame. food catered was buffet/army style, just tat 5 times better. lots of big empty space. but thats the onli onli bad thing. LOTS of big empty space... walking into school is like 500m from the bus stop, then if ur in the wrong end of school, the nearest toilet can be 300m away.

and we were joking sayin like, if someone forgot his book in class and say he left it in the hostel, the teacher would label him for his sport and decide how long he need to take. if his a sprinter then he would have 2 mins, swimming can relac a bit 4 min, marathon runner can go outside ta pao nasi lemak first. haha it was all so corny cuz the hostel is REALLY far. at least 800m i think. cranky...

but apart from all that, they have indoor bowling! with all the yada yada machines! i mean... a school with bowling alley? how cool is that? not to mention the principal is the my church member, = unlimited rolls! like.. awesome! hah

after that is sundae 10 dec. church program which im the organiser. bring pple to run around in city hall area and do stupid things again. super tiring, walked up and down till im sick of the place. but quite fun, cuz my grp quite interesting. and they gave up for the last stretch, just went ahead to buy ice cream and stuff... its soo weird to see people knowing that they had to hurry but still insist on testin the ice cream before deciding which one to buy. hah. waste of time...

watched mai hime and its sooo cheat feelings.
****warning spoilers.. don read if u don wan ur anime to be spoiled****

after all the sadness i felt when they died, they came back to life at the last episode. like wah... feeling cheated... tho it still turned out well, but if they remained dead, it would surely be the top few that i watched for being the most emotionally intense... i mean, like 50% of the people died!

ok thats all, mondae madness is coming, and i hope its the last of it.

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

work is pathetic. With nothing to do, im just attempting to self entertain myself. which prove to be apitas since firstly, the computing is slow to the core. which means no games other than text base games like utopia and such. but come on, how many times can u log into tat in an hour? it gets boring seeing the throne screen umpteen times without seeing any significant change. Hmm well, theres always archmage. but with 5 mins a turn.. its pointless to login once every 5 min to spend 1 turn. which the max u can do is click 4 links before all ur turn is gone. which isent much.

Secondly, the comp has no sound system. which makes watching youtube or crunchyroll totally not enjoyable. how can u watch shows without the bam bam or anime without their funny japanese speaking accent [tho i probably wont understand a single word of wat they say]... but yar. no sound. no fun. not even remotely close to being time wasting.

so im back to surfing the net, looking around for stuffs. but there isent much to look.. ya even tho im doing my research on nds, but how many times can u access the forums before u start to memorise the dimension of the device. and get to know the names of the developer behind those homebrew programs like moonshell, DSlinux and Ds Organiser?

Gamespot had lost it appeal to me too. PS2 games are just dying and PC games lack the usual innovative fun. Nothing is appealing to me for now. Heck, the newest hot game is NWN2 which happen to be DnD style game. And my goodness, they are using some 8. somethingish version of the boardgame. Argh.. whats wrong with people, why would i use the computer to play a game that depend on random dice rolls? It just all wrong.

Gamefaq has nothing for me to read since i sorta stop my FFXII gaming rampage. Wanted to break the first demon wall before i proceed on further into the game, but heck, its just beyond me. so im stuck with training my characters tediously. so im back to watching anime at home now.

And reading manga online has gotten pretty boring too. The net is slow and the browser lags. Ya apparently firefox can eat pretty much resource on a rubbish computer. But heck, the comp run out of memory by just opening 5 excel documents, so im not surprise that im unable to open like 2 or 3 firefox windows just so that i can read on one and let the other load.

Life is APITAS.

Maybe i shuld plug in my hearphones into the comp and just watch anime anyway... looking forward to the dinner tonight tho. gathering with friends as a civilian is pretty awesome.

Sunday, December 03, 2006

watched happy feet today.

its really cool. the singing is heart stealing and the music just take ur breathe awae. not to mention to beautiful animation. i recommend everyone to watch it. well.. if ur paying $7 for it tat is. haha. treat it as a cheap form of concert or musical.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

christmas is coming

so someone get me this!

and maybe this too...

haha
QH keep complaining that my blog post is always SO SHORT.

Like 1 sentence is 1 paragraph kinda thingy.

Well.

Hows that? what abt 1 word 1 sentence?

Cool?

i think not.


Anyway, need to find a REAL job soon. One that pays well. The number of registrants have hit 760. Like 40 more to go. Hmm. However we are getting like 4 or 5 a day. Which is pathetically low.

And screw SBS for bullshitting on us. Trying their best to smoke us is NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I will send QH to kick their ass. Haha. Taste that SBS, its gonna be more painful than a rocket up ur tiny asses.

Required comfort food.

Anyway back to jobs. Anyone got any good job? You know, good pay, less work, many many beautiful single ladies? Intro maybe? haha.

And the comfort food is bitter...

i have like a million, three thousand and five things to do. but i just cant bring myself to get off my lazy ass. need to settle some shit stuffs.

CV life have been great. Changed my specs, started on driving, obtain my debit card, earning some real income, playing games, watching my series and animes, may take up some music lesson and even go oversea at the end of the year. Ya, things that citizens do.

Monday, November 27, 2006

alrite mondae madness is finally over

and yes, the usual screw up here and there

and it really is a madhouse. everyone is pretty stress up. im having headache and kinda excel phobia now.

anyway hz is so cute. the way she try to def tiff haha. so lame. and all her response is like -_-. she got me potato chips cuz i was stoning too much which is so no link haha.

Monday, November 20, 2006

can someone shed light on who is this chuck norris?

i don get it

haha

camp start

hectic dae and ya

cant be bothered to blog more
shuld i dye my hair???

shuld i~~~

Sunday, November 19, 2006

apparently the reason why the lack of efficiency is cuz of the lack of money making motive.

i mean.

1 is rich , the other is mainly housewife and the other own her own company grooming artiste around the world...

which is like...

they are doin it for fun, passion and cuz nuthing better to do...

haha

no wonder they can afford us to waste 1 hr figuring out to sign the area where they could have done it in 5 mins.


on the other hand, extremely tired. onli got 1 cute ger. but bit too young bwah haha. still have to chiong my church stuff. never walked so much before since i finish my trainee daes.

tired tired tired
goin to sleep.

Friday, November 17, 2006

apparently my job aint as rosy as it seems.

downside of it all, we may not get our 1.2k pay afterall. after all their bs of averaging 800 kids they estimated a mere 700 for insurance which is like. wtf?

anyway their buisness is. zzz
with 14 years of experience its like zzz
how bad can u run something when u have like months to prepare but onli rushed the logistic out 3 daes b4 actual camp?

cranky lots of stuffs.

not to mention they are gonna put off the next wave of camps logistic items to.. yes, the fridae before all hell break lose.

so... how are we gonna handle last min request, last min registration, last min admendments and last min logistic AT THE SAME LAST MIN TIME? its just drive pple nuts. i mean, JUST TAKE ALL THE STUFFS OUT LA. why wait for NEXT WEEK to prepare for NEXT WEEK?

and they expect us to know-it-all. with 14 years of exp of cuz they ass-u-me some things to be done. but hey, we are first timers? don expect us to suddenly understand ur whole business module operandi. give us clearer instruction. half the time i don know wat the heck im doing. just sift out information like 'i nid 4 copies of tat' form a loooong chain of instruction and just do and hope for the best that they would sort it out themselves.

but its a good learning experience. its like 'Now tats a negative example' screaming all over my head. and their database cmi sia. its call database for a reason, why make so many different kind? cant they just put it all together? zzz

and church stuff is driving me nuts. waiting for brenda to call me. zzz.
been working WHOLE DAE. like work and church work.

strained sia and still need to prepare for sundae school.

oh wellus, that could wait for tomolo.
apparently it seem tat vict have a gf now. or is tryin to get one.

now im like... unwanted

so sad

boo hoo to singlehood

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

i think i fallen in love with maroon all over again.

hah if i ever gonna get a shirt, im gonna get a maroon one first. its like so nice! shoppin with some church people todae, never done tat for quite some time already. was pretty fun just lookin at stuff. most of the time maroon shirt.

haha.

might get one after my pay check.

whee~
ever wonder how long does it take to fit a condom over ur ah-hem?

well check this out.
how cool is tat huh?

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

on gst hike

yikes.

its gonna be 7% soon. so much for talkin about closing the income gap. i mean, doesnt gst WIDEN the income actually? so whats the drift? am i missing some important here?

more like they gonna do the damage, then control it with those budget surplus kind of thingy. but tats so lame, dint they know tat prevention is better than cure? plus, those budget thingy onli affect LOW income grp. and wat will happen to the MIDDLE one?
or even those bottom middle one? tough time ahead it seems.

and yes, im quite interested in wat they are gonna come up with in feb. dorky policies? i hope not. for the sake of my future.

on lighter note

donny is like so cute! the doggy in my workplace is apparently like 90+ dog years old [abt 14 human years]. which is like. grandpa! and his still so naughty haha. cute old dog. tot i would never see tat phrase

Monday, November 13, 2006

kayakin yesterdae

wasnt really as fun as it should be

there was no agenda, no goal. just throw you in the sea and let u settle ur own enjoyment

we ended up doin bumper boat, just rammin into other people raft and splashing water on the people. pity those who happen to be on the boat of public enemy cuz they get wet for being with the wrong partner.

it was a pretty cool dae. would be cooler if not for the rain. end up bak in church cookin all the bbq food. at least it aint raw. haha

Saturday, November 11, 2006

pissed off with pple who cant keep promises.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

i swear there was a missing post.

cant put my finger to wat it was.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

pass my basic test.
and blow another $300 bucks

115 for enrolling into the driving school
264 for the seasonal pass for 3 months

tot tat since i learning driving might as well get the seasonal pass, think its gonna worth the dough.

spent alot this month.
like 800 or something liddat

cranky

nid to start saving.
i think my current boss is the coolest person i ever met thus far.
she a bit younger than my mom.

but she is : phd for chem
owner of a company
ex cabinet minister
justice peace [solemnise pple for wedding]
somehow own a shoppin complex or something liddat
own camp


i mean

tat a pretty cool collection of resumes.
oro

Friday, November 03, 2006

my first post as nsmen.

collected my ic already
my last post as nsf.

gonna collect i/c later

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

apparently its quite nice to go out with bob. having a bmw to move around really rox. especially when its x5

got the lanyard
$5 each. but heck, just give to them la.

ffi tomolo, then going work later. may do some clearance. hmm.

nds or ipod?
advice?

Saturday, October 28, 2006

apparently this new blog looks better in ie than firefox.
oh wellus.. guess u cant have the best for everything.

and the music nid quicktime plugin.
which i feel was weird... cuz i already got k-lite mega codec.. so i shuld have those already..

weird weird

comments on skin? haha

edit*: alrite i figured out the reason why it looks more screwed on firefox. reason is tat firefox uses themes which forces webby format to change to the theme in firefox. thus things like scrollbar can changed and it may look uglier than the original one. guess shit happens

Thursday, October 26, 2006

links updated

i link to pple who link me.

tat is all
stupid blogger kana stupid server error when i was abt to add my tag box.
ok now its up again. removed tag-board, using cbox instead. apparently tats the in thing now, im like soooo out dated..

everyone is talkin abt the dinner yesterdae. which i im not gonna to.

work was cool. slack and relaxing. might plop my speakers there since is like so borin. hah.

kudos to the ord treat. kudos to me the organiser for bringing 14 pple together. whee.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

gers and guys really communicate differently.

gers can just talk abt their emotions, their feelings, everything abt them and people they feel so openly. they cry abt stuffs, grin when happy and yar, nuthing to hide. so easy to get them to connect.

but guys are way so different. stuck up and tryin the cool out look, they act cool, never show their feelings, apparently tryin to make pple think tat they are emotionless. however, they can talk abt things. like u talk abt football, all the emotions, love, hate ,sadness, disappointments all rolled into one. gotta talk around things that they like or mattered to them.

thats the main difference in communications.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

remove tag board

Sunday, October 01, 2006

i never tot i be so deep in any manga before

at first i tot its quite lame, but as i read, i got pulled into the story. tho there are major flaws in plot like wat kind of a guy nid a confession from a ger first before deciding upon a relationship, but something else struck a deeper chord in my heart.

dreams.

each character has a dream of his own. and as they decide between love and dream, they grow into knowing more abt themselves. and more abt their love. of cuz, all this kind of talk would seem gibberish since its just manga, but a talk with one army fren just make me realised tat, people do have real dreams. not everyone go abt their rat race, gettin a degree and such. some are really startin up their own buisness, creating new franchise, designing clothes, opening pubs and cafes. it put me into a new perspective.

wat dream do i have?

its pretty sad that dreams get less relevent as one grows older. maybe the older u are the harder to pursue ur dream since ur stuck with responsibilites. theres so many things that i wan to do. but im not sure if i can do them all. and i not sure the reason why i wan to do them other then they are interesting. its not as if i really love them or really passionate abt them. it kinda build a loserish image in me in the path to look cool.

wat am i gonna do 10 years down the road?

i have no idea. i got a uni course. maybe i might end up well-being. but i doubt tat i will be doin anything remarkable or great. just gettin stuck in the rat race i suppose. the world is so cruel.

and its making me sad.

really sad.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

if theres any ger like nishino tsukasa i'll marry her immediatly.

Friday, September 29, 2006

"this is a work of fiction. dont believe that a guy like manaka can actually get these many girls"


wat a bubble buster.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

the more i read ichigo 100%, the more i feel tat the guy is a bastard. regardless the fact that all the gers were willing to give up their body for him, he just cant make a decision on who to be with.

but i hope he will be with nishino. ha i think shes much cuter than the other 2. or 3... or maybe... 4.
i hope i survive tomolo >.<

Sunday, September 24, 2006

apparently when u are rich, life is easy. and when u have the rite connection.. well how should i put it. u can slack ur lfie awae...

i mean, imagine tat u have a stake in the ur family big company buisness... like 6%, and u do nothing, but u get 6k a month for tat? and becuz of ur family influence, u can get a job tat pays 2.3k a month? with 3% extra comission from sales? enabling u to earn 10k a month?

and imagine ur just 20 y/o... wat are u gonna do with all tat money?

the power of holding egg york in with ur fingers without breaking them.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

short and sour is simply fantastic! marvellous. excellent acting, moving script and superb singing!

nice nice nice... kudos to jack and his team.

if ur still have no idea wat it is, its a musical play done by SMU students. about love. being short and sour. yep tats the theme, throw in with some wonderful singing with great play actin and u have a good performance. the area wasnt some theatre, but a nice cosy place where the audience sit on the floor with nice pillows to huggle. haha. then set is a 360 degree set where the performin area is around the audience. i got the previlege to get seduced by one of the hot actress haha. so it was pretty fun with all the cat whistle and hoots of laughter tho i wasn sure of wat was happening.

great evening. glad i went. :)

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

me: Good evening this is the [insert place name]
caller: who are u
me: im cpl [insert name]
caller: im the commander, why take so long to pick up the phone?
me: oh cuz im not the duty personnel, i thought he[the person on duty] would pick the phone but dint, so i picked up after a few rings.
caller who claims to be commander: so its my problem is it?
me: no sir sorry sir [wth? ur the one who demanded an explaination.]

the tyranny of ns regulars towards nsf. :(

Saturday, September 09, 2006

damn, im sufferin from musical instrument withdrawal symtoms.

guess i take up tat drum lesson when im ord or something.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

finally got my silver for ippt..

or i hope i did, not sure abt my running tho, cuz like quite close to silver timing. just hope i get it la. hah. after all my 'training'.. if not like quite waste time.

apparently, i may get sent to do shift work again. im not exactly complaining... but why cant they send me todae? grrr.. this week looong weekend leh.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

alrite, seems my web space problem is solve. apparently i got my webspace back.
wheee...

shall go learn makin websites, make full use of the webspace ma haha.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

went for awe
quite remarkable, pretty cool uplifting.

but the lead singer voice damn bloody high sia
somemore the mic too loud, and the place acoustic quite sucky
which came out pretty irritatin overall.

met yogi there tho, so had quite some time to catch up with him. but there will be chances, cuz can eat 1 sig canteen with him! whee...

sad im losing at minesweeper to roderick

ARGH.

Friday, September 01, 2006

alrite
got a 2.1 speakers from cosmex todae
cost $19.90

think its pretty worth it, the speakers look pretty cute too haha. and its cheap!

Monday, August 28, 2006

apparently i may get posted to pass office
which translate to 8-5 everydae. no more burning of weekends. enjoy air con whole dae. sit down and relac relac.

wheeee....

i hope its for real..

im sooooo so sosososos sosoososossoo sosoos soooo happy todae :)
wheee

Friday, August 25, 2006

list of things tat i wan to do after ord and b4 uni start

learn guitar
learn drum
learn cooking
more gym
get a job

Thursday, August 24, 2006

sometimes i really hate the fact tat time cannot be turned around.

really wan to change some of the decision tat i made.
or not make.

but i guess its all over, too bad for me.

[feel like kicking a milltion and 5 times in my face]

Sunday, August 20, 2006

boring dae as usual.

the onli excitin fact is 9 weeks to ord

and im lookin forward to it.

and happy birthdae michelle..

erm.. if u even come here.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

i broke my sects todae

damn sad and irritatin...

now thinkin of goin to use contact lens... but im not so sure if its good.. any suggestion?

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

apparently if u have slept for 2 hrs the night before and went ahead for an afternoon nap, u get ur worse nightmare..

funny thing was, im not sure if its nightmare anymore.

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

whoo hoo, bak from pulau ubin with the church YA pple.

very, extremely tiring dae.

met at tampines at 9 to meet up then we proceed to changi jetty to take the boat to the island. hooked up with our 2 friendly facilitator, and we are off to explo-station. which is basically a 'treasure' hunt around the island.

started off with simple ice breakers, then we broke up into 2 grps and basically, solve clues to get to our check point, and perform task there. total got 8, so the grp tat complete the most will win.

entire journey is long, circuitious and labyrinthed. not to mention the frequent energy draining up slope and the oh-so-shiok downslopes tat the place had to offer. its bikers hell and heaven rolled over in one.

lunch was shockingly surprising. we were told to cook our own food! i mean, after a hard long journey to the end of the island and back to town, we expected something better.... or at least some place with tables and chairs where we can chill and eat... but nooooo. we were handed out 1 mastin, 1 fork, 1 spoon, 12 packs of maggie, 1 can luncheon 1 can of logan. and off we go to some hut to cook army style..
but not too bad la, just tat the noodles too salty...

after a loooong lunch, we continue our journey, goin to different places to see the island. some of the scenic place include the secret garden, the bridge [cant remember the name], the mum mum beach and the small hill overlooking the lake. and of cuz the town with all the old attap houses. in the end we won by luck, cuz the other grp lost a checkpoint tag. sooo... we drawed, then enter tie-breaker round which happens to be sudoko and our grp had a pro in it! hah. so we won! yay. got new keychain jsut wat i needed since my old one spoiled... :(

dinner was the best. after the hard dae of riding, we were offered this nice place of good food. had sweet n sour pork, some vege, some fish, claypot beancurd, and chilli oyster! i love the chilli.

but i shall complain abt the tasks. most were lame and stupid. consists of crossword puzzles , cross number puzzles tat makes no sense, and some decipher thingy which all the letters were represented by some pic [ which i got a feelin its done by using ms word where they type out the msg then change the font to symbols or something...] so basically, the task feel quite cheap skate... like no interesting stuff... onli some are a bit more interesting...

but its all been pretty fun and all.. love the place, the surroundings, the tranquility.. its good to get awae from city for a while..

maybe someone wanna go with me somedae? haha

Thursday, August 03, 2006

august had to be the worse month of my army life.

it was for last year, and it seems to be the same for this year.

why cant they jsut leave us alone....

a lot of gers cant understand why guys seem to complain endlessly abt army. i guess the most simple reason is would u not complain if ur treated as ur ur enslaved even tho its meant to be sort of volunteer work? and somehow, becuz of some binding, ur not allowed to quit if not ur gonna waste more time stuck in someplace with nice long metal bars, and get thrown bak in the same situation.

seriously, the govn really nid to rethink this national service thingy. ns pple have 0 power to change anything, thus giving the regulars the full 'previliege' or 'power' to abuse them. something nid to be change.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

for gers:
do not drive when wearing skirts.
cuz when get in and get out, confirm zao geng.
tried and proven 100% true, no exception unless ur skirt is way above knee length.

Monday, July 31, 2006

small uk ads

WANTED:
A tall well built woman with good
reputation, who can cook frogs
legs, who appreciates a good fuc-
schia garden claasical music and tal-
king without getting to serious.
But please, only read lines 1,3 and 5.


Is your memory letting you down?
And what about ur memory?
Is it letting you down?
Call for information pack right now
Before you forget xxxx-xxxx-xxxx


haha for more stupid ads go to http://www.horsman.co.nz/story.do?id=67

Friday, July 28, 2006

we are overworked, underpaid and under appreciated.
not to mention 0 welfare, plus tons of extra being forced down our necks.

sometimes i just wan some breathing space.

ord 051106

the last 2 digits has attained. left the other 4...

*Warning system overload*

quote of the dae: love is all around u, but its never u.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

life is such a drag

the close ord dae comes, the further it feels.

sometimes i just wan to kick myself

next week ippt, hope can get silver... but since i fall sick this week... can pass already miracle..

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

i refix my comp to do the bare min.
which is surf net and dota

anything else might just screw up my comp
im suspectin tat my 40gb hd is spoil, thus im surviving on a 8 years olf 4 gb one ha. and wind xp just had to take up 1 gb of it.

sooo..

im just gonna hang on to it till july 30 when i can get a new comp.

hopefully.

Friday, July 14, 2006

"Love is patient, love is kind..."

i guess sometimes, when love fails it means tat u haven love enuff. and yet, its such a pity tat no one can achieve tat kind of love. wont it be wonderful if man can love freely and unconditionally? tat they shuld not expect something in return or tat they need to live up to certain expectation to be truely 'love'.

Agape agape agape. will pple realise wat it means to be? more often not, pple's love is driven by superficial satisfaction, either materialistically, emotionally or physically. you love someone for the hot body, or for the presents he shower upon u, or the care u given u. but u don love tat someone for being him, if he becomes ugly, or poor with no presents, or nasty with no care, u turn to someone else tat can offer u wat u desires or need.

some say love is give and take. but true love is giving without expecting any takings. if both parties are willing to give their all for each other, wont both of them receive all from each other? wat more can one ask for one to give abundantly and receive abundantly.

on the other hand, one who gives his all to her shuld not reject the giving of her all to him. for tat is the true meaning of having a relationship, giving everything and also receiving everything.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

hmm started a wetpaint thingy. quite interesting. anyone wanna try it out with me? more pple more fun! for those who still donnoe wat it is, its a wiki style webby so yar, anyone can make a web page hehe..

http://www.wateva.wetpaint.com

u nid to be invited by me to join cuz its just for testin purpose, so just tell me ur interested.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

hmm

went to watch superman return yesterdae

pretty crappy show argh don watch it. i mean, with kryptonite stuck in his body he can still fly around. like. wth. argh fixed my comp yet again, finally found the root of the problem. hmm.

been spendin ALOT since 10 jul, and think will spend even more. let me just keep track

$25 when i went out with jer
$22 when i went out with cry
$10 when i went out with junlong

tats 57 bucks in 3 daes! ARGH. AND. fridae and next week got more outings = more cash spent. i nid more money.

Monday, July 10, 2006

been a loong time since i posted

will put up the links soon to other pple blog.

buy, i onli put those who put me hah, an indication tat they don mind their names on my blog. but no one sees my blog anyway.

except for the strange number in tat counter at the bottom right. wonder where all those pple come from.

nuthing happened much. went out with crystal todae for lunch. spity tat sin yee cant join us, don noe wat she up to. played a bit of DS Lite haha , the thouch screen is pretty cool. seein the works of DS, i wonder how nitendo is gonna change the gameplay concept for wii.

tomolo half dae off, seein movie superman, then fridae play lan, if qh wans it. hah.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

anyway my camp goin tru some major make over. has its plus and minus points.

and im now a sundae school teacher. wateva tat entails, i have no idea, just tat my name appeared in this retreat thingy in church. i got a feelin tat the leaders wan me to take up something big in the future, like maybe being a leader in some team or something, which i feel totally not up to it.

been a draggy week, lots of late home comings. not tat i wan to complain, and im not gonna complain abt it. 4 more months to ord, anything seems ok as long as i get to ord peacefully. afterall im jsut a traveller here, not a resident, why shuld i care was goin to be changed since its goin to affect me for like maybe 4 months? which i think isent very long hah.

realise din talk much to those pple who were used to be closed to me. maybe its time tat i attempt to contact them, tho i got a feelin tat they r too busy to be bothered.

alrite goin to sleep maybe shall go gym tomolo.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

i am getting depress...

just remembered a cute incident tat happened in malacca.

theres this cross junction and a bicycle is trying to cross the left wing of the road. then theres this car turning upwards into the left wing, so shuld they both continue their path, they would crash.

and guess wat.

the bicycle dude RANG HIS BELL at the CAR! and the CAR GAVE WAY!

how cool is tat huh..
finally decided to skin my blog.
looks kinda good.
oh wellus. bored bored.

Monday, June 26, 2006

alrite i guess i shuld post abt my stint in malacca.

church camp was there, 3 hr long ride. just stone really. kinda irritated by the grouping cuz the onli youth in my bus and grp is shi mei! not tat shes not nice or anything, but the more youths the more happening ma. anyway, reached this place midway before hittin malacca. quite like normal food court and such. anyway ate my first ramly burger. and its pretty messy. and fattening. continue for another 1.5 hrs ride to finally reached bayview hotel. just the usualy stuff. check in, eat lunch, had worship, some talk which is like damn boring. then nite went out to walk a bit. ate this chao kway tiao which has no noodles at all but onli kway tiao. kinda. weird. unique. then back at hotel at nite, the gers pull stun, press the bell then ran awae. but somehow we sense something so jsut tot of checkin was happening outside. thus b4 they can press our bell, we shocked them when we opened our door.. zzzzz..

second dae more of the same stuff.. worship and talks. but got this tiny game section so just kinda lame games. had to fold cranes for our performance which was rated pretty bad. kinda like the worse among all the other groups. but anyway at night we went to this satay dip thingy which is like steam boat but the stock is the satay sauce. durin the dae we stun back the gers. place a pot of large plant in front of their door then rang the bell and ran awae. well, they had their fair share of surprises, not forgetting tat we put up a vacumm cleaner and pull out their card to cause black out in their room. hmm. kinda lame

third dae went to the onli shopping centre in malacca. hmm maybe not onli but the largest i think. quite boring. nothing much to see. then we went jb, most exciting part of the whole trip is to catch the bus leaving malacca to jb. feels like the amazin race haha. reach jb, check into new york hotel, ate sea food dinner [yum] then play some bridge then sleep. then next dae go city square to shop,during lunch someone committed suicide in the shopping centre, then left for home at abt 3pm. reached home at 5 and went to watch silent hill with vict. hah. super happening sia.

then next dae must go camp so sianz. had a weird dream in camp might blog abt it, cuz it damn weird. and kinda furnie haha.
back from msia for quite a while

din really had time to blog

shall do so tomolo.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

goin msia tomolo
will be bak on wednesdae and thursdae is on off so ya

nuthing much to say

i lead a plain and boring life

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

"first u must decide, then u must follow tru, if not nothing will get done"

been quite a long while since i blog.
nuthing happened much, still waitin for the year to end. nuthing to do nuthing to really much look forward to execpt maybe church camp. been a tough month for me. kinda. apparently everyone is feelin depressed. some being more serious than others, kinda at a lost too.

anyway im glad for my church frenz, cuz i know tat if i fall somewhere, they will support me. i jsut hope tat things get better soon. don be mistaken, im not depressed, just confused and feeling bit helpless.

anyway i churned out more or less my new comp spec which i would like to get

pentium d 930 3ghz processor
a motherboard at supports all the stuff i nid hah. (sli would be good)
1 gb ram
ati radeon x1600xt
160 gb hdd

i guess tats all for now, budget somewhere around 1k la
just wan a good enuff comp tat can last me tru uni all the way hah.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

alrite
another few boring daes

gettin extremely used to format my comp

grrr

Friday, May 19, 2006

borin dae
seems like no one wanna go for alumni band prac

tat is like so kinda sad.

howz? shuld i goez?

Friday, May 12, 2006

had an extremely long dae yesterdae.

shopped for like 5 hrs for something, damn tiring. but its worth it i guess. had a great time with grace and tat stupid sy ps both of us. then went for band prac, kinda still sux hah, but theres gonna be another one on sat. after which went for late late dinner reached home at 12, get pissed at something then i went to sleep.

don noe why i was so easily pissed off yesterdae, must be due to the major lack of sleep cuz of my duty the dae before. but anyway, im still quite pissed.

Friday, May 05, 2006

alrite

went for some pistol imt todae

damn fun, cuz its like some scenario thingy where they show a scene on the screen and u decide if u shuld shoot or not.

and its reall pple acting

and the whole thing is super hilarious haha. especially when pple
1) aim for the groin
2) kill the innocent
3) expend more rounds than they shuld have
4) the stupidity of firing someone that has his hands raised
5) when u see 10 shots on screen as 2 fellows tries to kill 1 guy
6) when u see 10 MISSED shots on screen
7) when u see 10 missed HEAD shots on screen as everyone is tryin to do a head shot
8) and when someone shoot off the screen

good thing is it end at 3 plus so allowed to go home early. hurray

and jack took us a tour around ngee ann poly in his seven seater car. quite furnie when u see 3 army guys just staring at pple.

you know, certain pple...

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

alrite
finally fixed my comp

took quite a while

not gonna post my daes off up, if ur wan to date me, just gimme a call or sms, cuz seems like even i post my free daes, no one wil lask me out, so shall not bother.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

my comp jsut cant seem to get enuff of problem.
its dying on me for the 34236455623 th time.

gettin really pissed off

Monday, May 01, 2006

finally got my net back up
wat a hassle

and its not done yet!
still have to go tru another set of formating.

yikes

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

im so sad!
i wan to play for alumni but the concert is on my mounting dae!

sad sad sad.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

sometime im so disgusted with my own behaviour.

'its been a long time since i had a date, im desperate like the monnkey in the land plagued by banana famine.'
im quite sad tat somehow firefox doesn seem to be able to work normally on my comp.

thus im stuck with using opera. not tat its bad. it just not as good as firefox. sad

anyway we had a talk on da vinci code todae, was quite ok, by this prof. apparently he lectures sea history hmm.

and his analogy was pretty awesome!
haha

his analogy goes tat some secret files abt raffles was uncovered, and tat he is in fact an ah gau who likes to cross dress. likes to perform in opera as female and one of his act is call 'yang gui fei' (hai yang the yang [ocean], gui hun the gui [ghost], gui fei the fei [concubine]). and all these files had been keep secret by a ring [lotr?] of pple from this organisation Momen Obtineo Educatio [mass possess education] also known as MOE by few.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

argh
my mouth is so pain

its flooded with ulcers!
pain pain

somebody take the pain awae!

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

oh man.
i never tot i nid an interview to get into ntu acct.

this is so wrong
i feel like kickin something

ARGH.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

shockin stuff todae

some senior tot tat im actually with this ger. wired, weird.

nuthing much to sae just tat went church, made a couple of crosses went for family dinner which the food totally sux (too salty anyone?)

anyway.

my church invited this uni lecturer to talk abt da vinci code.
interested pple can contact me, tis on 22 April 7pm at my church hah.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

the font from my previous post is so ugly.

anyway i wan to watch bleach! anyone got episode from 20+?

argh.

Monday, April 03, 2006

RELIENT K

"Be My Escape"

I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.

I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You

So were You

Sunday, April 02, 2006

lamest thing i heard yesterdae, 'i don know how to walk out from j8.'
...
it was super furnie when its spoken so seriously, and my mind froze when i had to come up with an explaination on how to walk out from j8. which is so nonsense by itself. imagine me saying take lift to first floor and walk out the glass door...

i doubt she will understand tat...

tho eventually i managed to guide her bak to the correct place. but still... its pretty furnie.

anyway nuthing much happened this few daes, just wastin my life awae.. sort of. all the holidaes are coming! hope i get to keep them.. keepin my fingers crossed.

Friday, March 31, 2006

i think im gettin a teeny weeny bit desperate.... *-*

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Free

verse 1:
would you believe me if i said...
that we are the ones who can make the change
in the world today...
would you believe me if i said...
that all of your dreams in your heart
can come true... today...
would you believe me if i said...
that life could be all that you want it to be... today...

chorus:
and if i had wings i would fly
'cause all that i need, You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
cause You're all that i believe
and the one that created me
JESUS.. because of You.. i'm FREE

verse 2:
would you believe me if i said...
that God can make miracles happen today
would you believe me if i said...
that you dont need to wait for the answers before..
you step out in faith..
would you believe me if i said
that nothing is ever IMPOSSIBLE.. for God..

Bridge:
just live your life.. with God inside
you wont regret one moment of it
and give all that you can for God... for God
ok
since there are quite a number of pple who know this site is still active, i decided to post my free daes in april

1 - 2 sat - sun
5 wed
9 sun
13 - 15 thurs - sat
17 mon
21 - 23 fri - sun
25 tue
29 - 30 sat - sun

15 daes off in total
not bad for a 31 dae week

Sunday, March 26, 2006

ok
list of hp tat i might get

sgh e770
sgh x660
sgh e360
se z250i

lookin for flip phone
so this are the few possibilities

and i wanna get awae from nokia
haha.
i just re refixed my comp.
and i realised tat i lost a very very very impt photo...

argh

i hope tat someone has it...

Saturday, March 25, 2006

i cant believe she say tat kind of stuffs to me.

random rumbles aside, nuthin new has been happening. more complains abt ns, but i shant rant here for it will accomplish nuthing except to bring me more anguish when i re-read by blog. loong weekend which means fridae off till sundae. doubt i will have anything on. had church tonite, to talk abt ns experience to those tat are abt to go in. makes u rethink abt ur ns life, but still, its a vacuum cleaner.

Monday, March 20, 2006

alrite more updates

last fri nite went to crash grace nus hostel, to give her a surprise bdae party. no onli it was extremely belated by a period of 2 months, but also jeri got lost while trying to locate her, making us having to walk around the whole hostel area with a cake running around like some aimless fools. but we finally done the did, and all tried to bunk it. place was xtremelely small, almost nit enuff space to sit, don even metnion abt sleeping. we watch hitch, but i slept tru some parts. then played bridge at her frenz room, then me, grace,sin and crystal went to the rooftop, leaving the rest sleeping in her room. QH migrated from under the bed to on the bed, but was quite funny tat he actually said tat under the bed was qutie nice. anyway we jsut hang around, i slept at the rooftop then crystal left or something then at 7 we just all went home.

sleep tru most of the dae during sat

sat nite went to church. saw quite a lot of things. but im still not convinced. no one has been able to give me a satisfactory answer yet. i shall see how.

sun mounting, duty, nothing new.

Monday, March 06, 2006

alrite.

been ages since i blog.
not tat it matters since no one gonna read this.

anyway.

some updates

went church on sat, and guess who came? green red! so surprised tat he actually agreed, so finally manage to get him to my church to look see, showed him around and intro some of my frenz. so yar. haha

then next dae went church, afternoon went out with the couple cuz he lost his posb cards. then went his house to bum around, watch a lame movie with cool actions. the brazilian martial art is totally cool! how i wish i can learn tat.

later in the evening went for bdae celebration for one of my church fren, he organised it and treat us to dinner which was totally cool. [but his rich. lol] had a great time jsut bumming and eating together. after which we went to tcc for some dessert/coffee/small talk. all in all a great dae.

todae slack at home cuz its dae off. forced to clear all our offs, so angry. argh
booorrrriinnngggg. gonna watch wolf creek later. yay haha. tomolo mounting then wed dismount, goin for acjc and acsi combine concert. hope it will be good.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

argh.
mc-ing later

not really prepared.

and they last min tell me to get there by 2 argh.

die die die die die.

Friday, February 17, 2006

v dae is over.
nuthing happened for me. not tat i wan anything to happen.

kinda makes u think of the past, of wat u shuld have done, and maybe wat u shuldn have.
some things are impossible. i shuld stop dwelling on it. but the feelings just wont go away.

life has been a major downhill.
rock bottom actually.

i guess i must be fadin awae. no biggie, aint exactly a social freak.

v dae.

wonder when will i have a date for v dae.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

updates on recent happenings

wed: met up with this junior from band, ate fish and co, had a very enjoyable time just talking thrash and browsing thr trumpet praise. hehe. may go her church one of this daes, and maybe might invite her to my church, tho its like a bit too far from her home. hmmz. see how ba. oh and i got the bdae present on this dae too at outfitters'

thurs: went nus to support jer in her performance at this strange resturant. was quite boring. i think they need more experience, and more practice with professional input. then went to kent ridge to watch grace perform (jie and qh last min decide to go on a double date and ps me). the performances there were awesome! damn power. the cheer leading is so hot. muah hahahhahahahah. and the rock bands were all amazing! super pro drummer and guitarist woot. then gave her the present after her accapella item which was brilliant too. tho the onli downfall was they over power the amps, super loud and the music sort of echo and clash and kill ur ears along with some parts of ur brains.

fri: nuthing much happened, usual boring stuff.
sat: mounting
sun: went church in afternoon to practice for the retro nite. will be mc-ing and performing this comedy thing tat involves 2 pple talking to each other and pretending to be lame. which im quite good at. the onli problem is the ger is too hyper, and i sort of nid to hype up to meet be in line.... hmmm then helped out to move tables and chairs, fixed up the photo frames and went home.

guess this week been pretty happening.
next week will be too, cuz its the actual event! fridae is rehearsal and sat is the actual thing!

and i nid to get retro attire! im borrowing a shirt,but pants and shoes donnoe how. sianz, don wan spend money buy... how how how?

Monday, February 06, 2006

wah, im getting so fat!
have to buy xl pants. like..
so.
de nene...

aim to slim down ti 30 waist line.. now 32 or 31 or something

and deborah lip gloss is so irritating! no matter how i try, i still cant wash off the sparkling thing...

why do gers use such stuffs anyway?. weird.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

freedom of speech
yay.

lets hope no one find this, will monitor the site for a few weeks before i start posting anything serious or sensitive.

my current site is now moooing onlieh.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

hmm dae off for the remaining jan

21 sat
23 mon
27-29 fri - sun
31 tues

chinese new year coming soon

haven get any clothes yet

dont think tat im gonna buy any

Sunday, January 15, 2006

am dead tired

todae dismount dae, plus 10k hike at bukit timah plus having a bdae celeb. super tiring.

anyway, strangely ended up having to do skit for my church, it jsut so happen tat all their practice days fall on my off days... weird

im beginning to feel tat im driftin apart from my frens again. but this time, im not really tat bothered by it.

tired

not typing coherently.

just update for the sake of update

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

its time to have more updates.

31th dec new year eve. morning went with vict to get his new comp. walk around for pretty long, had a pretty good idea on the parts tat i wan. then after tat went for dinner with the vj band frenz. leonard was the guest as he met us after we bumped into him. just chit chat, dine at olio. the pasta tasted horrible... then i went to join my church frens for countdown at one of their condo, then went to boon lay to sleep.

1 jan the new year, went church for morning service. since there was nuthing going on, went to bk for lunch. chit chat for 2 hours, talking non-stop abt kung pow. then went to play lan with some of the youths. had dinner outside and reached home depressed.

2 jan. duty dae. depressed dae.

3 jan. dismount. went out with jc fren. had a good lunch [carl's jr everything free flow] then walk around ps chat chit chat and tats abt it.

tat marks the end of my almost full of activities daes.

goodbye life.

harlo boredom.