Friday, December 28, 2007

If i rule the world:

I will create equality among fat and thin people by
- Making fat peoeple pay 2x public transport fee
- Making barriers to MRT with spikes along side. If you can't walk through without lossing blood, you better don't
- During holiday seasons people above certain weight limit are only allowed to be in certain designated area. Like the stadium, to allow them chance of excerising and to prevent overcrowding

Improve road safety by implementing the following
- Everyone have to go through skin colour test, those who are deemed too dark will have to wear special suits that contain a front light and a back light.

Improve social security by changing penalties
-Instead of using severe punishment for harsh offences, the punishment level is now decided how rampant is the crime. If stealing is more common than assault, stealing would have heavier sentence than assault. However, this only apply to jail, fines and canning penalties. Death sentence however, would remain unchange.

Lower noise pollution
- Banning all use of speakers [handphones, MP3s] in public transportations. Compulsory to use ear pieces.
- Playing of speakers in housing area limited to certain safetly decibals.

To create better social welfare
- Declare a public holiday during the period of July.

Well thats all that i can come up with. For now.

Got back my results. Not so rosy afterall. A mere 4.111111. Quite disappointed. Since i did not manage to get my target result. Of course it doesn't help that i had that horrible sore throat which doesn't allow me to study for 2 days. But then again, its not good excuse. THE BLARDY PAPERS WERE SO EASY! Can't believe i screw up.

Friday, December 21, 2007

Went to do some admin stuff today. Was an illegal immigrant for 30 mins. Apparently now they would punch a hole through your i/c and let you keep as momento. Weird. I could just flash it as though its real. But anyway, the deal been done and its registered.

Wanted to get citibank clear card. But apparently today was not such a lucky day. Went down to the branch at bugis and they told me that the form which they currently have is not valid anymore and that i would have to wait till tomorrow for the new form. Wasted. Gave me another day to look it up on the web. The bonuses it provide are pretty good. Gelare 10% off!

Its going to be a long day tomorrow. Ended up helping out with the church stuffs again. Apparently im always acting for the past few christmas. Its becoming pretty routine...


Monday, December 17, 2007

Long time since i blogged. But there seems to be nothing much to update. I guess my life is pretty mundane and boring?

Been trying to chase my money back. But apparently the evasive boss is not in the country. He said get him in 2 weeks. Most probably another 2 months till i receive my cash.

Anyway such things aside, i purchased a Meizu MP3 player for my dear as christmas present. Much cheaper than zen but its still a good player. The music quality is superb though. But of cause, making videos work in it is pretty hard. Took me 3 hours to figure out. And it doesn't help that all instruction manual is in chinese.

Now im trying to decide which phone model to get as i wanna change to a better phone and get out from nokia as soon as possible. So far, i have set my eyes on K770i. However theres this tempting offer for student plan from m1. w910i for 268! Drool.

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Seems like its been a long while since i posted.

Anyway the exams are over. Ended quite some time ago. I must say its all pretty average. Nothing i can do about the sickness that screwed up my revision time table. So i guess i'll just move on.

Time table for next sem is up though, and it seems that i got monday and thursday off. Im deciding if i should slot in 1 core or 2 electives. There doesn't seem to be any nice electives though. I shall just wait it out and see what the rest are up to.

Am going to revamp my room. Tidy things up once and for all. Lots of work to do and i just managed to clear out 1 desk today. Gonna dump the desk away and get a book shelf in its place. More practical, less maintainece. Hopefully. And also some other cupboards and my computer desk needs to get cleaned out. Hope its gonna be a success at tidying things up.

Holidays are gonna be pretty busy. Carrom training on wed and thurs. Bible trail for this coming thursday to saturday. And meeting on friday for B levels. Packed packed packed. Of course, there is always time to slot in for gaming.

I guess thats all for today.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

NTU exam papers are just out to kill people. It happened in mid term test. And it happened for the final exams! Apparently you can't study past papers to get the trend cause it seems that this year is the trend breaking year. Oh well, reduce loses, reduce loses.

Things are looking extremely bleak for me. No mood to study. Got this horrible horrible sore throat. So bad that i cannot sleep properly and concentrate on my work. Its really that bad. Super behind my study schedule. The papers will be on coming monday. 2 papers somemore. Really no energy to go through.

Alas, I should reduce loses by trying to obtain A+ for my business law. Since i already attain B+ for my mid term paper and A+ for my class participation. Each 20% weightage. I guess getting a A for it should'n be too hard. And i need this A to pull up my GPA cause i know my Acctounting would be crap, and Financial Management would be even crappier! Hopefully I would be able to get A for my IT as well..

I just want GPA of 4!!!!!

Which is a bit higher than Crystal. :)

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Death to all who cause inconvenience to others.

Happy in LKC Lt i was, when suddenly 2 biatches appeared and crawled onto the seats in front of me. Of cause, that all alone by itself is righteous and just. There is no law pertaining to crawling and no restriction on seats biatches should be. However, it was too early for me to be happy. Being biatches, they do what biatches do best.

Irate people.




Thats them and their doggie chow. Why doggie chow? Obviously doggies eat from the floor. Normal people would just eat from the table like me. Or plates. Or bowls. Or banana leaf. Wherever you stay at.

And damn, those food were leg sores. I cant place my feet anywhere comfortable. And thus, i have decided, to enchant those doggie chow with my magical feet aura and in hope, when they eat it, they would turn into something more useful than biatches.



Hoho, apparently it seems that my magic skills have proven its use again. They have been transmuted into useful bags! Now, who needs Harry Potter when you got me!

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Some interesting discovery.

After spending a whole 10 weeks on a pseudo stocks market, its seems that overall, people do usually earn money whether they are qualified regardless of the industry that they want to get their hands on.

This is of course can be back up empirically. Since the stock trading is directly reflection on the real world market, our group would have won around $40k if the money was real. And the worse to do group would still earn around $1k plus. And if you talk about the whole stock trading population as a whole, the best group had five-fold their initial value, and the worse group lost a mere 10k. Or maybe the economy is just growing as a whole. Whatever happen to the decade-ly economy break down?

For 10 weeks of work, you can potentially earn a generally mean of 20k. Split among 4 people, thats 5k for 2 month of work. Which personally, i did nothing. Or my group did nothing. We just so happen to park our cash in SGX which doubles in value over that short 10 weeks.

Time to deal in stocks people. I can feel that CapitaLand is on the rise.

The above statement is just a personal opinion meant for the author's usage. The author shall not be liable to anyone's economical lost howsoever or whatsoever, due to the reliance of the author's word. No tort nor negligence can be held against the author.

If you cant sift out bullshit from facts, you shouldn't be reading this.

Monday, October 22, 2007

Exams in less than a month and im really struggling just to study for couple of hours straight. I guess it would take some time to get used to it.

Been feeling angsty these past few days. Have no reason why.

Picked up running. And my whole body wrecked. And its so short, its an embarrassment. Of course i fared better than Victor who is apparently still suffering from a wrecked body. Shall attempt to get him to run with me again tonight. Hopefully, im able to run twice a week. Too bad swimming pool in school doesn't open till midnight.

Apparently im considered a pro in scrabble just because i know qi an zo exist. However, i am not really inclined to play for them. And somehow even if i get a room next year, i just cant seem to want to stay with anyone else except for Victor. He makes hall staying so much gaming fun. And the prospect of sharing my other life with a stranger just doesn't fit well with me.

Life is good for now.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

2 high points FTW!

Went Island Creamery. And it was quite a nice experience. The ice cream there were pretty cheap. $2.50 for 1 scoop, $4 for 2 scoops. Of course the main draw to be there is to try out their strange flavours. Which we did. The first 2 were pretty normal. Black forest and Cookies 'n Creams. The latter tasted pretty on the norm, while the former was much more like Tiramisu. Too much alcoholic content and it ended up being pretty bitter. We didn't really like it.

The next 2 were banana and teh tarik. Which i feel were the more unique ones. Well, they tasted exactly like what they were suppose to taste like. And its quite nice. Except for the fact that 4 scoops of ice cream is really a bit too much and it gets pretty bland after a well. I guess some stuffs are meant to be shared with more people instead.

Ever since the mini break on Monday, the inertia to study has once again settled its foothold. Although i have half a mind to issue a challenge letter to the top-all-quiz guy, but im feeling not quite up to it. And i am convincing myself that ultimately, grades can only bring you so far and if you are aiming to be big, studying just ain't the right place to be. Go out, make some investment, burn some cash. Those who are not so tight up with money are those who can really make it big. High risk, high returns. If you can risk your money away, don't expect any returns.

Decided to add some music in my life. Since the carom training and break dancing just so happen to clash, I opted for the training since my roomie is playing also. Went to a friend house to re-learn how to play guitar all over again. Im quite a failure when it comes to learning new stuffs. Somehow along the way, it would get lost somewhere and i would find it back just to lose it away. Same with cooking... And break dancing... and guitar.. and driving.. What i need is a large dosage of determination and a surgical removal of my plain lazy ass.

Time really flies. Less than a month to my first semester exams. Somehow its quite exciting. Since its been a long while since i have sat for any exam. However, that in itself may prove to be a downfall. Nervous breakdown anyone?

it seems that burning bridges down is the way to go. What for leave it hanging over the cliff when it doesn't lead you to anywhere.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Another week.

Its a make or break week.

Started with Tuesday mid term test. Wasted 1.5 hours of my life as the balance sheet cannot be balanced. Should have went for the obvious by drawing a dot in the centre and instruct them to place dotted point on pencil tip to balance the sheet. Immediately after that its Accounting Written Report. Ironed out most of the stuffs. The whole afternoon was devoted to it. And i went back to my room to continue fine tuning it. Much more efforts during the week later, I've completed my part and left it to the rest to settle it.

Wednesday was feeling quite bad from the lack of sleep since I had video editing at night before till 1230 am. Was pretty ok. Think i made a hundred odd bucks. Not bad for 5 hours of work. And on Wednesday did accounting and business tutorial after that attempted my Financial Management extremely tedious essay 5. Somehow or rather, the weightage for it seems to be extremely low for a compiled 5k words essay and a stock trading program. 20% would be more justifiable considering an accounting written report of 1k words is already 15% of the course. And yet again i slept at 3 am.

Thursday was interesting since we had business law tutorial and it ended up pretty crappy yet again. So much for polar shift and the end of the world. And after that was time for me to back to rest since i was having an extremely bad headache due to the previous nights projects rushing. Ended up playing game for the rest of the night and once again slept at 3 am.

Friday was hip. The tutor suddenly decided to take attendence and someone was not there. And its just so happen that's her first time missing the lesson. After that its down to more mundane work. And another hundred odd bucks in the pocket. And its back to my room and off to my home.

And this is to certain someone for making the effort to come to my house today just to spend 3 hours with me. Really apppreciate the effort. And just want to say that i treasure every moment with you!

Monday, October 08, 2007

im so sad and disappointed on saturday. cuz my jc friends psed me last minute when i asked them out for dinner.

im not going to repeat the same mistake again :(

Saturday, October 06, 2007

Argh! Im dying!



Dying from cuteness overload. >_<



Double cuteness! Yikes.

Thursday, October 04, 2007

The recess week blew over and its back to school again. And again the avalanche of things are immensely stressful.

So far the things covered: AB114 - Presentations on career. The people think i did very well. I just thought that i did okay. Considering its last minute, and zero preparations were done other than just importing pictures into the slides. Humorous at best.

IT quiz was quite a joke. Finished under 4 minutes and scored 95/100. Finally something that i do not have to worry in.

And the things outstanding: Accounting 1 mid term test on coming Tuesday. Business law on 19 October. Financial management essay 5 due next week. Accounting written report due next Monday and IT project due sometime in end October. And not to forget, 6 more weeks to exams. So its going to be hell of a time.

So far my school commitments are campus crusade, IHG carom, Biz Mag for Megafest and Welfare subcom. And of course this lingering thing of break dancing which i have not gone for a long time as my carom training just happen to coincide with their practice. But i guess break dancing can slowly wait.

With the inception of Warriors Orochi, Victor and I are officially aiming to be year 1 again for next year. Been sleeping at 3 am for the past few nights pumping the controller. It is so strange that a concept of such simplicity has such appeal to burnt brain from studying. Sometimes, you just want to slash your way through 1000 soldiers and enjoy every killing of it.

Apparently its not easy to be attached when your involve in a church. I guess that's why most attached teens are not in church, or they have their partners not in the same church as them. Sometime i feel that the policy of church should be change. By attempting to stamp out every single BGR, they have effectively sent it down to underground. Which will make matters worse. When things happen, its too late already. Monitoring and support becomes remote to these group of people who simply chooses something that its not along church policy. This may result in them leaving church altogether. Its the same reason why brothels and casinos are being licensed. Better to have them in the open than letting them run rampant underground.

Went for OGL interview. Applied for OGL for FOC, and i must say im quite impressed with myself. I feel that it was not as screw up as the time i tried for my JC. Well, this time i really hope to be in OGL, cause it would mean fun fun fun. And for our entertaining performance, we did a screwed up cheer which in the end turn out to be quite funny. And hopefully entertaining.

Feeling high inertia to study. Really super high inertia.

Monday, September 24, 2007

My class is actually damn rubbish. Even though they keep saying that Im very rubbish myself. And yes, the girls are extremely gossipy and thus I have no choice but to join in in order to blend with them.

Going to have a class BBQ tomorrow. Which I think the organisation itself its quite a miracle already. Considering that the girls are organising it. >_<.. And the Annnnn. Super lame. Say don't want fairprice food so don't meet at J8 to buy for food. For your information, I will get those damn sausages from fairprice cause that would be the first thing I'll do.

Stock prices were good. SGX been going up for a while. Reaped a record earnings of 14k. Which would shoot us to the top. Lets hope it would last that way till the end. Studying has taken a backseat for now. Am going to read finish up business law text and maybe practice a fair bit more on acctounting since the mid term test is coming. Not to mention i still need to prepare for a presentation on Monday. Had a rough idea but still.. Needs tweaking.

All right guess its time to go. The sms just arrived.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Been getting alot of stuffs lately and heres some photos to show them. Some are pretty recent but mostly were for my birthday in august.



This is the most expensive pair of specs i ever got. And will ever get. Whooping $300.. Man, whatever got into me to get it..



This is the pair of watches and the polo shirt that my friends got for me for my birthday. Given during the MoS outing.




And this is my new laptop bagpack! Which my auntie paid for me! Whee.. cutesy bag!




And these are the pair of cross necklaces. Need i say anymore?

Apparently blogger is so screw up, my pictures are not showing and im actually doing this in html format. Been trying to load pictures up properly but to no avail. And its too late for meaningful post now. Sleep is in need!

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Apparently, due to some foolishness of my roomie, we had joined one of the most MOAB subcom in my hall. That is to say. Welfare. And of course i heard strange stuffs that they do. During strange timing no less. Like packing bread and milk, during exam periods. Buying food, during the dead of the night. And why did i took that up instead of Biz Mag? I have absolutely no idea. However, I got this inkling feeling that he will give up it. He already cannot stay in hall full time, doubt he can take the extra time to do extra stuffs.

Read finish Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows not too long ago. Am suffice to say that the book is good. In the aspect that dead characters remained dead. If Dumbledore were to really resurrected, it would be pretty lame and pointless for the story to go on. However, the plot of the story is nevertheless awesome. Considering the first book was written 7 years ago and even the last book still made reference to the first. Which means that the general plot for all 7 books were already there since the first one was written.

Class is slowly getting interesting as the people are more or less accustomed to each other. Of course there will be some scary bunch of people who seem to have made studying as their next ECA, but people like me who cannot stand studying so much, ended up with 2 ECAs and 1 subcom. Not to mention an ongoing work commitments, church involvement in my hall scrabble and carom team. I guess I would not have the time to breathe, much less slack.

My friend is advertising his blog. So maybe your can head down and take a look. They are just trying to be the next xiaxue. But the contents ain't that great. Anyway, just take a peek into the queer stuffs in NTU.

Apparently monday macdonald's day had turned into an awful scandal for me and a NBS princess. Of course, most of the classmates are not aware of my status, thus I have decided to go on with the show and see what results I can generate. Quite sad to say that this kind of teasing and stuffs are still going strong even in university.

Went for JCRC rally. But of course, the JCRC is not my hall one. Went to hall 16 instead to support Kenneth. Things of course did not go smoothy as what he has anticipated. Did not manage to go under the radar even thought he was sitting at a far far corner. But he got lots of supporters so in the end, theres quite a lot of people for him to bitch to and relieve his anger. The best part of the rally, of course, is the food at the end of it. Fishball is good enough incentive to sit there and listen to people droning on endlessly. And the best part of it, it doesn't have any impact on him if his the president on not. [Even though there is only 1 guy running for it.]

Ok, seems like i have made a sizeable entry. Time for a hiatus.

Monday, September 03, 2007

Had an outing to MoS on last saturday. I can only say that its been entertaining. There were nothing like the clubbing sort of environment where people were just grinding. However, there was a special bling maker event, thus a stage was set up at the dance floor and games booth giving away freebies almost like a night time carnival.

Got ourselves tonnes of goodies. Caps, T-shirts, Note books. All in all its a pretty wild night. And not to mention its totally FOC. Free entrance, photo and a drink. All in a good night. Of course the outing was really meant to be a celebration or sort for my birthday. And i got a polo and a watch. Seems like this year, i got more accessory to wear now, apart from my necklace.

Been catching up with news since staying in hall has sort of deprived me of my usual intakes of newspaper. And the whole Odex saga has just sort of caught my eye. And of course there will be a big hoo-ha, in the news, forums and what-so-ever, i conclusion that i came up with is that Singnet and Odex have both screwed up big time in dealing with their customer. Singnet being the one who did not bother to protect their customer rights and Odex now being accused of using this legal system to gain huge profit, they sure have lots of work to do to improve their image among the youths now. Giving free upgrades and promising that 'offenders' that stop 'offending' after 3rd September will be spared seem to be their first step in attracting back their customers. But i'll say this for sure. Im switching to Pacnet as soon as my current one expire.

And of course those who received the dreaded Odex-6-ed letter maybe can check through this website Xedo Defense. Provided tonnes of informations and some are useful even if its not in this context. Good luck to the 'offenders'.

"Fansubs violate copyrights
We have to admit it: the distribution of fansubs is technically a violation of copyright under the WTO TRIPS agreement. However the TRIPS agreement does not demand that distribution of copyrighted material is a criminal offence unless it is done on a commercial scale. This means it is up to the copyright holder to bring the offender to court. The copyright of unlicensed material is held by the original creator. In the case of anime this usually means the Japanese distribution company. If something is licenced, the licensee holds the copyright and thus the right to sue any copyright infringers within the area covered by the license." - From animesuki


Monday, August 27, 2007

Been quite a interesting week so far. School is now running full steam ahead. Though im somewhat lost in the smoke. But im not too worried for there are tonnes of people in the same situation as me. Presentations is getting quite pain in the ass. Every course has presentation. If not for my experiences in public speaking, it may have been a daunting task to drone in front of a class. Luckily for me, my project groups mates are bunch of rubbish and nonsensical people. To the extend that they rather do group work online than together for the simple fact that work would not be done, and time would be spent on suaning each other.

Hall so far had been pretty bland for me. Maybe i didn't really join most of the hall activities. Played scrabble and chinese chess as part of inter block recreational games. Though i would very much want to be in a sport team just for the heck of it. Had 9-5 last friday. Where we were whisked off to Geylang for some night supper. But its not as appealing as it initially sounded cause it turned out to be Shi Zi Lu Kou and we end up eating lame stuff like Fun Choy where we could have just settled for Tian Ji Zhou. And the last station was at settler's cafe in katong where we brought the house down with all the games. Interesting night.

So far i had signed up for breakdancing as my ECA. Attended first lesson. But had to leave early due to 9-5. Nonetheless, it was a pretty good experience, to be learning under a real instructor and not some random guy that does better breakdancing than you. Might continue and maybe hope to get a post in there. If not i have to look elsewhere already. And here is their website! http://clubs.ntu.edu.sg/breakdancing/index.php

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Ok another year has passed for me. So im now officially 21 years old. Not that it really matters much, i have never been a birthday person. Nevertheless, I would still want to thank all those who have wished me birthday wishes.

So far i only got 2 present. Not that i count presents. But then again using the phrase 'so far' seem to be a bit too loose, knowing that there won't be any more presents.

The day itself was pretty mundane. And i like it. Just did the usual things like hanging out, eating dinner and watching a show. Nothing special, but the mood made it special. Seem to be in a celebratory kind of mood.

Things are really getting heated up in university. Have catching up to do already. And im now learning how to dabble with stocks. So far everything have been rising, its just the matter of much it has risen as compared to others. And of course like all things else, being rich counts, in this case, towards your grades.

Projects are projected to be completed soon i hope. Don't really have much high hope that i can do well in the first semester as everything is still pretty havoc to me. And not excluding the fact that now i have a PS2 and a TV in my room... And i guess i can just party by myself all night long...

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

University life have pretty much started for me. Still trying to get myself adjusted to all the new stuffs that i need to handle. From printing of notes, finding tutorial rooms, getting people to eat meals with, signing up for ECA and of course settling myself in the new job. Sounds busy but im actually quite free. Lessons ends 12 30 for me on most days except on Tuesday which ends on 16 30 instead.

Made tonnes of new friends. That is not an understatement. Tried out my first tutorial. And i must say Im super lost. All the technical terms were not explained properly so I just smoked my way through.

Feeling bit under the weather. And I still have to go find Crystal later to settle the video editing procedure. But I guess I collect all the textbooks just as well.

And I gotten my laptop. Its Fugitsu S series. So far its been quite good. The size is not too small nor too big. 13" just nice for my needs. And its not too heavy either. Just a bit over 2kg. Shall see how well it can last. Anyway my Auntie offered to pay this for me, so that quite a cost saver on my part.

And Victor seems to be my part time room mate. Considering that he is enjoying a 4 day week, having a day off on Wednesday and this would mean that he would leave for home on Tuesday and only be back on Thursday morning. And life is quite boring in Hall. Nothing much to do.

Yet.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Its been an extremely long while since I've posted. But then again things have been pretty hectic and exciting all the same.

After the short stint in the campus crusade camp, i proceeded to join my hall camp. And it was jam packed with action. Although i noticed that its usually packed with flour and eggs and water. The games are much pretty similar. Mostly involve you ending up either wet, or walking cake dough. But due to the fact that i have a sprained ankle on Sunday, i have the privilege to stand around and watch my OG group getting creamed. It was hilarious mostly on my part. But i guess the washing up was horrible to them. Especially them girls with extremely long hairs.

The whole thing was brought to a bang at Bikini Bar in Sentosa. Did not do much dancing. Mostly just while time away with my OG chit chatting and whats not. And of course, the most memorable part of the camp is the fright night. Not because i can hold some girl's hand and maybe hope that she would scream and jump on me for comfort, but the people had really put in a lot of efforts into creating costumes and art pieces. The one that i really liked was the dismembered head in the toilet bowl with bulging eye. I was so impressed by it that i actually took my partner to take a look at it. It was purely for sharing and appreciating an art piece, not meant to scare her.

And after the hall camp it was finally back to school. Had NBS amazing tour on monday. Where they took us to the other end of the school to go find this book shop and back to the auditorium. And of course that night we had our hall bash. It was sardined with people. Taking food from the buffet table required war plans on our part to ensure that the whole OG had enough to eat. After that we did not stay for the actually dancing and drinking but ended up outside and chit chatting again. And finally found ourselves in the vicinity of City Harvest Church eating supper 3 hours after our dinner. I could only stuff myself with a can of Coke light while some actually stomached a Zi Cha.

And today was the first lesson. After 2 years of break it certainly seem exciting. But 6 hrs straight of lesson just somehow made the excitement goes away and i was drooping my head over the lecture table. And before i know it, its over. I guess some things just do not change. And of course the most hilarious part is 10 of us went to the wrong room and the teacher actually blur blur said that we are in the correct group. After 1 hour of foundling around, we were chased off the place to find the correct room. Deadly embarrassing but i could not care more about it.

Ate dinner with a mix of friends. More like butterfly effect. I only intend to meet 1, but ended up meeting the other 2 friends on the way, so i just get them all together for a dinner. Apparently getting meal mates is quite hard >_<. But bumping into them is so much easier. And they came my room to fool around. I complete my Casino Royale and went to Hall 1 to collect some stuffs from my friend. Stayed to catch up a bit since she is always so busy with whats-not. However this brought great displeasure to eh-hem... and thus i had to leave at around 1 am.

Varsity life has been pretty interesting. But i guess it takes quite a lot of time to getting used to. Am gonna get my own laptop next week. Apparently my aunt offered to pay. I shall enquire her how much is she willing to pay. If she is willing to pay more, i might as well get the 1kg toshiba lappy :)

Sunday, July 29, 2007

And a bit more update on what has happened.

Went for campus crusade camp during the week. PRetty much interesting. The talk was the best part of the whole camp so i guess that by itself speaks much for their program. Not going to dwell into the actual activities in the camp. Played lots of lame games. And the more hilarious one would be 'blow wind blow' when actually one of the graduated senior said that he has never play that before.

Met quite a few bunch of people. The company was good. Great to be in Christian company, the feeling is just different. And of course had some laughs with them. Mostly at me. Or my jokes. And i think i irritated this girl quite badly. Nothing new i guess.

Moved into hall today. Got my keys and stuffs. Floor is dirty. Think gonna clean the room soon. When my room mate moved in also. Got lots of stuffs to buy. Like pillow, bolsters, bedsheets and of course, cleaning equipment. Although i just feel like borrowing from my neighbours. Anyway my hall is a super concealed. I'm guessing it requires a level 5 security clearance to get in. Considering that i have to go through the upslope, follow by the main hall, then up the hall, then up to common level, then up 2 more storeys to get to my room. Although its techincally the second floor of the block, but if i have ever decided to free fall my way down, i can be sure that im gonna hit the floor with the impact of a 6 storeys free falling body.

Am going for the hall camp. Alone this time. Since my room mate just refuse to go. Not really such a big deal, just go and make some friends. Im just hoping that they are not going to do some horrible disgusting stuffs like eating worms.. Cause seriously, theres a reason why people don't sell fried worms rice in Singapore.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Human language is so wonderful. The basic of it seems to explain how mankinds function. How people think. How we feel. What dictates the right course of actions. What is moral and immoral.

Im guessing everyone is familar with the word 'duty'. Often not you would hear someone says 'duties as a father' or 'duties as a soldier'. Everyone have some ideas what duties are and what they meant to them. Duties can simply mean 'something that one is expected or required to do by moral or legal obligation' or to put in simpler terms 'a task or chore that a person is expected to do'. One would have lots of duties in his course of life, depending on his role in the society, family, business, relationship and legal bounding ones. Duties of a parent, a law-abiding citizen, a brother, a debt garantor or a loved one. People would have most of such duties. Some less, some more, but no doubt at least a couple.

And what do people make do of such duties? Or to put it blunty, moral obligation. The society views of what you should do when you partake certain role in life. Perfom your duties well. Is but a common saying. Duties are meant to be performed. And what does perform means?

To those accustomed in the music and arts, perform would means being on stage and showcase your speciality. Whether it is music making or dancing, one would have to be at his best. For all his practice under the stage were meant for this short fleeting performance on it. Perform also means 'to fulfill a command, promise, or undertaking'. Not doing it halfheartedly, but putting your best for it. Like a performer doing his all out best to give the best show he can!

Putting them together 'perform duties', would simply means that you have to do your best in your task which you are morally obligated to do. 'Doing your duties' does not sound good enough. Its funny that 'perform' would be the best choice of word to go with 'duty'. What does this means to all of us? Know your roles. Know your duties. And perform them. If you feel that somewhere along the way, you would not be able to accomplish your duties exceedingly well, then I suggest you think twice about taking up the role. However, not all roles are self-imposed. Then I can only wish you good luck and God speed.

Remember duties are meant to be performed. Not 'lip-serviced'.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Feeling extremely bored.

Apparently looks matters and im not good looking enough. Considering that I din't get accepted for NBS camp. Which is sad cause i've been sort of looking forward to it. Now i have another blank week to deal with and im running out of activites.

Things have been bleak these few days. The lack of activities have finally get to me. Too much slacking is really no good. Might pack my room in a few days time. Maybe I should just spend my week packing up my room and get it sorted, before i head off for my university.

Well, i hope im good looking enough for the hall camps.

And some bishieness to ogle at



Totally cute. :)

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Things have been mundane for a while now.


Went to toy museum on tuesday. The place was all right i suppose. Worth the $5, not the $10. Lots of extremely old toys. Like 1840s? And of course Micky mouse in his primeval state of long whiskers, ultraman not really that ultra looking, astro boy that doesnt seem to have change much except for the fact that he got a sister? Lots of space toys and robots, Starwars movie posters dated back in the 60s and Disney's animation when technicolour in multiplane was a mega deal. And i din't knew that Gordon Flash actually existed all the way back then, but Superman, spiderman and the likes werent as big a hit as Batman and Green hornet. So it was a cool learning experience.

Im convinced that video games are not the only source to growing violence. I'm fairly convinced that even way before video games era, the world was pretty violent, and the kids are violent too. Take a look at the toy below.



Notice how its child shooting? I wonder if it means that the child is shooting or its a child shooting season. Either way, thats plenty of evidence for me to show that the world is violent even before the introduction of video games. So stop the bullsith that video games promotes more violence. It just replaces the violence that toys no longer gives now.

And speaking of violence, to stop terrorism, I strongly feel that local authorities should stop the import of fart inducing food, like bean related products and more importantly onion. For the simple fact that fart, when lighted up, causes explosion! This is not a joke. And i have evidence to back me up.



As you guys can see, this was done in a experimental environment. So it is completely safe. But imagine someone doing this outdoors in the public! The amount of fire created, the explosive power! Lots of people would die, or even worse, stank. Its about time someone do something about it. Boycott onion rings! Say no to soya bean! Help the world to be a safer place for everyone!

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Work in sentosa yesterday can be summed up in this enquiry/complaint email to MOM.

Hi,
I was employed by an event company named Eureka. The agreement was via sms where the job details were 9am-10pm at Sentosa and verbally on the phone where the job description was on running funfair stations. Most of the employees were 18-24 males.

However, during the job, dinner was not provided, and we only had 30 minutes for lunch at around 2pm. Furthermore, we were told that we need to handle their logistics which include carrying very heavy items. And also required to unload them at their warehouse somewhere in Aljunied area.

I felt that they have breached their agreement, considering the job location mentioned was only in Sentosa, and also the work ended up 10:45pm whereas the pay remains the same. And basic welfare was not provided as dinner was not only not provided, we were also not able to have our own meal break and were expected to work till 10+ pm.

Thus, I would like to enquire what action can I take against this company? Is there a way to prevent this company from exploiting young workers again? Please advice. Many thanks.

Friday, June 29, 2007

All right, here are some of the stuffs that has been happening.

Applied for hostel. When to Victor's house to settle everything nicely. Gonna have him as my room mate. Though im having second thoughts about it. The fact that he gets on my nerves is a problem which i have to handle. Maybe i can just start to learn how to ignore him.

And camp wise applied for campus crusade and NBS camp. The campus crusade one is confirm going, the NBS still need to wait for their reply. Will get extremely busy come mid July >_<.

Decided against getting the laptop now. Shall wait for school to start so that i can get that laptop loan. And speaking of loan, have arranged with my aunt to apply for tuition loan at DBS bank this coming monday. Lots of paper works and procedures...

And my boss has finally agreed to pay me this coming Wednesday. Although I really doubt the chance of me getting paid, i shall take faith in his word. And im still deciding if i should get my shoe. And with the recent GST hike, i have to get it like tomorrow since i'll be working on saturday.

Tuesday would be an exciting day. Going to MINT toy museum. Got my tickets from SAFRA since its $5 cheaper. And wednesday would be more exciting cause of 5 times. Can't wait it these 2 days to come.

Friday night dinner outing with my JC gang. Im really getting too broke for my own sake. And watched Transformers just now with Victor. Got to say, its good. Non-stop pumping action. Better than what i would have expected it to be. Although i would say its not as good as SM2 but go see it for yourself. But its worth the $7.

Monday, June 25, 2007

Saving Sgt Ben...



Thursday, June 14, 2007

Decided to put up some weird photos since im bored



This is the motorcycle that my pastor rides in. And guess what? Its a Harvey Davidson. How utterly cool is that?



This was taken during Nanjing Concert where some troupe do some stuns. And its really cool. Now she is balancing on the shoulders but later she will be standing on the head! I dint manage to get a good picture of that though, but i guess you guys can imagine what it would be like.



And guess what this dish is. If you say its omellete, then you are wrong! Its white carrot cake! Yes, no kidding. You can eat this at the food court at centre point there. If doesn't really taste that bad. Well initially. After some time, the egg smell just sort of overwhelms you and lose your appetite.




And this is taken at the CCTV outside at the lift. And see if you can figure it out on what is the image in the CCTV camera. :)



Aha, me with my thinking devil horns.



And look at the jar and my nice and cool HP pouch. That is the jar that i drink water directly from! Well, not that i drink it alone, i had someone to share with, but its still HUGE!



And this is pigs! Which me and Ken drew during valantine's period. And guess what? It's been made into EZ Link card! Cool right?

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

I decided to change my blogskin on account of it being quite irritating having such a long loading time and to be frank, im getting bored of the picture.

Came back from church camp. And its one hell of a camp. Because other than losing half my toe nail there, I experienced the presence of God skin on. I guess really the love of God is greater far than any pen could write or tell.



And i truely believe that He is mighty to save!

Another change, cause this one is wider, can fit in the comic :)

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Wedding had been fun. Was the brother for the groom. And the day before we get to check into his new house to just hang around and prepare ourselves for his big day the next day. Had budget meal, maggie noodles and just some drinks. And since we were decorating the church, we reached his house pretty late. Like around 11pm like that. Just bathe and watch fear factor before heading for a good night rest.

Next day already have screw ups. The groom was not able to find his car key. And he was panicking. And of course we launched into search for car key mission and we found it in another car and drove to deliver car key to him. And finally we were off to break the door down.

Upon reaching the bride's house, we tried to force our way in. Obviously, it doesn't work and we have no choice but to accept 'punishment'. Which mainly involves eating weird stuffs like drinking bitter gourd juice, eating onion, chilli and lemon. And after much hard work and haggling, we were finally in.

The full completion of picking the bride ends when he declare and sang a love song for her outside her room door. And we head down to church while they proceed to the groom's house.

So the wedding proceeded normally in church. Nothing out of ordinarily. The page boy was exceedingly cute. And that's that, wedding of friends which I known for 9 years and 4 years.

Monday, May 28, 2007

This shall be a heck of a post of rantings.

Work has taken a nice turn. Not for me, but for the rest. Union had been set up to demand for higher pay and lower work load. And apparently the boss is smart enough to break the union and in turn, jedi-mind each of them to their mindless forms. The first manage to secure a deal of pay rise, but she is still deciding if she would stay, as apparently the boss wasn't so nice with his words.
The other ended up quitting, being unable to attain her 'keep-me-here' maintanece she decided to stop work, unless she is called back for some other project. And of course, the last guy gets the worse straw. With a vague response of what he asked for, he got sent away. And he asked me if I need to talk to him, and of course i politely declined :)

My phone has suddenly died on me today when waiting for the bus to go home. The screen decided to fragment itself up to many pieces giving me insight on how does compound eyes insect sees the world. Not to mention its own dosage of inverted colours makes my display picture so pictoral all of a sudden. And of couse, consulting with victor just proven my point that Nokia is running a conspiracy campaign. Since the fact that the problem conveniently occur 3 weeks after expiration of warantee and that he too faces the same problem as me, Nokia must be planning something sinister. Like forcing us to pay extra $96 just to piece the screen back again. They are trying to take over the world, I tell you now.

Of course miscommunication causes much problem for someone. But I seriously din't mean it to happen and of course im sorry on all counts for causing the sadness. But then again, I hope in future when such situation arise you would rant out to me instead of burying it all in your heart.

My juniors have gone mad. 10 mins ago they actually asked me if im willing to go with them on a bintan 2d1n getaway. Of course its every man's dream come true, to stay in a remote island with 2 gers. But the suddeness of it really makes it impossible. If they had asked me 2 days ago, I would and will agree. But the ferry is leaving in 7 hours time! And its so totally impossible for me to put down my work [actually, thats not really impossible] and skip an important date just for me to go whoha with 2 girls.

And of course, it doesn't help that the night is getting hotting day by day. It seems that global warming has taken up a notch in response to my boss attempt at taking over the world. It might even be the earth's natural reflex action. Which in my opinion, totally sux and screws up my nights of good sleep.

Friday was worth mentioning. Was pissed off twice in the same day by the same person. Not to mention the workload at work and the horrors of the possibility of burning my weekends going back to office to deliver some pile of bullsith. And of course, when going home and walking the long and wrong stretch of road, ended up super late at the bus stop and conveniently missing a 15 min interval bus with its wheels 20m in front of me stuck in a jam and the driver refuse to let me in. I was of course beyond agitation, frustration and irritation. To relieve the above mentioned ailments, i plop in my ear phones to some good new spiderman 3 ost, to my surprise, popping sound can be heard behind me and its wonderful fireworks on display! That really lighted and warmed my heart for the cold and lonely journey home.

The wedding is this weekend and im sorta looking forward to it. Finally got my shirts. Apparently size 15.5 / 32.5 fits really nice to me. But they only have 15.5 / 33.5 for yellow.. which is fine by me i guess. Since that extra 1 inch would not affect much.

Ok brain is dead. Am able to die off already. Good night to my readers.

Thursday, May 24, 2007

More updates i suppose.

Been hunting for yellow shirt. For the fact that Jamie and Moses wedding requirement of wearing either purple or yellow as im like going to be the brother. [Which means absorbing the teken]. And i will never ever wear purple. Cause its gay. So im stuck with looking like jaundice. But i guess being diseased is better than being gay. So far, my possible option is G2000, $49 for 2 plain shirts. I might consider getting a dirty silver one. But then again, it doesn't seem to look very nice.

Work is still a bitch. Stuffs are just piling up. Although there is really no deadline for anything, i just cant seem to be able to put myself to complete them. Its like the pile ups of my half completed RPGs. Will bite you back in the ass. Seems like this statement is still true for me. "I work better under stress." Last minute worker syndrome just cant seem to get out of my system.

Things are going to be harder in the future. Its biting me already. And i am very very broke. I should stop going out totally.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Work has taking a new turn. With the chinese edition having its much anticipated license, I have finally been given the task of launching roadshows and what-nots to entice ah peks [or maybe tikos] to subscribe to our magazines. Of course, I'm pretty sure that the magazine will surely benefit them, its more health related than porn related, but still... the method doesn't seem to be correct. Like the boss say, "Lets not portray ourself as being too sex." [I guess he fears the license being revoked or worse, cover page being too 'meaty']

And of course, Im feeling overwhelmed by the magnitude of it all. And when its M.O.A.B, expect it to blow right in your face, and even have the aftershock resonates within your jaws. [For those who don't know, M.O.A.B stands for Mother Of All Bombs] Tomorrow might be painful. And yet Im having some hopes in it. Hopes that I come out unscathed.

And both girls get to go clubbing, take photos, have free flow pours and maybe get paid while doing all the above! Well, although I did have free passes to Double O openings at the central, but in the end it wasn't really possible for me to go. Because someone was underage *ahem ahem*.

Been meeting up people. Here and there. Either just for a meal, or for a chat, or just catching up, I must say its great. And of course I have a few more lining up. I guess thats the only reason that keep me going through my work. Not that my work is horrible per se... But its really a headache. And so far the only reward is free ice cream, cause the magazines were all sold out in 7-11...

And of course, other problems still bugs me. Like my church commitments. Obligations to people. Or certain people. And of course the fact that im trying to hold myself together. Not sure if i understand myself what i meant.

Anyway, i should'nt be too bothered with stuffs that i cannot change. Or power over. Just live life as it is i guessed.
Work has taking a new turn. With the chinese edition having its much anticipated license, I have finally been given the task of launching roadshows and what-nots to entice ah peks [or maybe tikos] to subscribe to our magazines. Of course, I'm pretty sure that the magazine will surely benefit them, its more health related than porn related, but still... the method doesn't seem to be correct. Like the boss say, "Lets not portray ourself as being too sex." [I guess he fears the license being revoked or worse, cover page being too 'meaty']

And of course, Im feeling overwhelmed by the magnitude of it all. And when its M.O.A.B, expect it to blow right in your face, and even have the aftershock resonates within your jaws. [For those who don't know, M.O.A.B stands for Mother Of All Bombs] Tomorrow might be painful. And yet Im having some hopes in it. Hopes that I come out unscathed.

And both girls get to go clubbing, take photos, have free flow pours and maybe get paid while doing all the above! Well, although I did have free passes to Double O openings at the central, but in the end it wasn't really possible for me to go. Because someone was underage *ahem ahem*.

Been meeting up people. Here and there. Either just for a meal, or for a chat, or just catching up, I must say its great. And of course I have a few more lining up. I guess thats the only reason that keep me going through my work. Not that my work is horrible per se... But its really a headache. And so far the only reward is free ice cream, cause the magazines were all sold out in 7-11...

And of course, other problems still bugs me. Like my church commitments. Obligations to people. Or certain people. And of course the fact that im trying to hold myself together. Not sure if i understand myself what i meant.

Anyway, i should'nt be too bothered with stuffs that i cannot change. Or power over. Just live life as it is i guessed.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

All right, started working in this new company call love airways. Now is the 'i-got-things-to-do-but-just-cant-be-bothered' moments and its sort of a pain in the ass for me now. Boring boring work, at least I get paid.

Of course the perks in this company is that you can research sex related issues all in the pretext of doing research for the company, which is of course most of the time not true. But anyway, this magazine is not really sexual in nature. Compared to FHM, this is more like health magazines. Although they do really have explicit content with biological terms like vagina and penis spewing left right centre, but then again they are just scientific term. You won't really expect them to refer them as cunts or schlongs.


The office is pretty cool. With its own TV/Playroom filled with assortment of *ahem* toys. But its pretty cool to see the collection of contraception. And hand cuffs, mask, playing cards, oils, lub, vibrating stuffs, and SWINGS! Yea, doing it swinging, how cool is that?

And of course the job is pure madness. First day of work and he asked me to attempt to take over the world. Well not exactly, but spear heading a marketing campaign. Though is short of taking over the world, but its still quite a big mess for me to handle.. However as the days go by, it seems that the marketing campaign has been forgotten and im now doing simple jobs, calling people up asking them if they want free gift. I guess its taking over the world 1 step at a time.

Life is in some sort of turmoil now. Have to start managing my stuffs so things or information or tasks don't simply disappear over time.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Been sort of reading comic from this webby just not too recently. Apart from the usual windows, gamers bashing there is actually a short section that really somewhat relates to me...



This is really just one of those oh-so-random-yet-so-true moments. haha.





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Monday, April 30, 2007

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Monday, April 23, 2007

"its often a problem of expectations coupled with obligations which clashes with reality and free will"

Tat statement really sums it all.

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Well, i just been to True Jesus Church not too long ago. Its not my first time there. Been there pretty often.

And their topic was on Baptizm. And of course of the importance of baptizm and once angain how it is such an important citeria to enter heaven. If you do not do it, you won't be save.

And they would bring about all the verses that support them. Like John 3:16, they would pin point on the word 'believe' and once again remind you that its about believing in everything thats stated in the bible and not just believing that Jesus died for you.

Of course, everything sounds correct. Sure, doctrinally, nothing is wrong. But somehow, I feel pretty sad. Somehow, Christianity to them have become a religion. Where rites, or sacrements must be fulfilled. No doubt doing all this things are important. Im not denying their importance, but im asking, why are they doing all this things? Cause the church leaders tell them to do it? Or they just want to feel in line with everyone else?

Really, is it more important to be right or to have a relationship? The reasons that you baptize, is it out of response of love for Him? I guess christians of different denomination should stop nitpicking and biting each other at controversial issues but instead, start dealing with the larger ones. Like, how much do you really, really love God.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

ok celebrated QH and kenneth bdae on sat.

i must say it was a great night. Although the food sux [cafe cartel], but i guess the rest doesn't really matter. The company was great. Finally. and Finally. Everyone one was free. So its a really nice gathering of everyone. With their respective other halves, [if they have any]. And suprise, theres more than me getting the good news of being attached.

We got watches from there. Totally running out of idea what to get. And we purposely swap the style for both of them. Got a cowboyish style for QH and metallic high class one for kenneth. Since they don wear the other style much, maybe a good style make over is good for them. Then went to this strange place [cant remember the name], for some high class dessert. Din get any cuz they werent cheap. And so i just slacked my ass off.

And of course, me and crystal made the announcement to everyone. Half were shock, the other half were quite expecting it. But all in all, it doesn't really matter any more.

Took grace's bf lift home. it was humourous for most part. Cuz we ended up somewat lost and trying to squeeze our brain out on where to go. He wanted to send me back to home, but i just led them to PIE bus stop where i strolled home, since firstly turning into TPY is just not convinent and secondly, his prone to getting lost and i figured it would be an easier way for him.

nothing left to blog.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Somehow, the only thing that i really want is to see the things you see, feel the places you touched and go through the same experience with you.

Although that is not possible. But its still something that i wished for. Wish that would never come through.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

I never expect things would turn out this way. But it is just so, no matter how unexpected it can be, how unreal it seems to you guys.

I am now formally attached.

Of course that by itself is not much of a surprise. I mean, in light of recent events people would sort of expect this to eventually happen. However, things are really not that simple. The entrance of another girl in my life just made me more certain of my feelings. My true feelings towards her.

Of course, i told her about it. I poured out my heart. Of how it all began in 2004. Sure it took me 3 years to get things done. But better late than never right?

Of course she did not accept it immediately. I mean how could she? Considering the friendship we shared and the time we had together doesn't add up to this. But eventually, she accepted it, and she accepted me.

So of course now, we are a happy couple. Of course there are many issues that we still need to handle, like her busy school schedule and some issues which she herself need to iron out. But i feel that love really can overcome everything. And i really love her alot.



I hope we can be together. Not really forever, but just for this lifetime.


Aprils' Fool People!

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Apparently im so popular now that instead of getting hate mails, i have my very own hate website. Its true! Its just here.

Anyway, things have not been moving much. And im still surprised that the whole 'chopping seats with tissue' still works in the busy food court. I mean, I would just throw all the tissues away, maybe keep 1 packet and say that it is mine. And those fools wont be able to do anything about it.

I feel that the singapore education system is failing. Like I was eating in KFC with one friend, and there was a third seat. Then this woman walked up and asked, 'Is anyone sitting here?' And of course being the polite me, I replied no. And guess what? She proceed to take the chair away! Im like, fabblergasted! I mean if she want the chair she can just ask for it right? No need to be so rude about it, and she even thought she was so smart that she can distract my attention on the chair by asking me a dumb question. Seriously, someone should send her back to kindergarden.

And after that, one of the staff there pushed the back in place, and then asked ' Is it all right for me to move the chair back?' Oh the stupidity. If you moved the chair already, what is the point of asking if you can move it? Trying to cover your rudeness? Don't bother cause i have already seen through all of them.

And of course, i rocks. Like. Totally. Don't believe me? Check out crystal's blog. And of course balls blog is up as well. Used to hang out back in the VS days, now his kicking ass in Manchester. Hope i can join him. Someday. Hopefully.

Friday, March 16, 2007

Since im dying soon, i shall make a post to tribute to people who have in one way or another impact my life thus far.

I shall start from my VS.



If your reading this and you have no idea which is me in the picture, you can continue wondering which is me in the picture, stalker. Anyway that guy is a great buddy of mine since VS. Since he lives in TPY its so easy for us to connect. We still hanging out frequently,watch a movie here and there and play some good ole dota. Thats what 8 years of friendship is worth.




Another great guy from VS. Same section as the guy above him. Loves to do all the crazy stunt and do all the crazy shit. And ya, his probably the one shouting irately in my shoutbox. So now you know how scary he really looks. Don't step on his toe guys, your face would get re arranged. [Job.. job... jobbbbb]

And moving on to VJC.



All right, thats the 2 smartest people you would ever see here. RGS and NYGS put together and you can whip up a scholar storm. My 'brothers' in battle. However, they don't really help me much cause they advance so fast, you just ended up eating their dust.



Thats another of my gang. Always go home together. Or somewhat always. Known to be extremely loud and noisey. And squeaky. And loud. And always getting teased from some nonsense she says. Playing bridge and majong with her is non stop entertainment, always crank me up with her 'AHHHHH'. Her goal is STILL, trying to be demure. Kekeke.

And out of VJC to my outside life.



Thats the never grow up 'da jie'. Up till now, we still cannot decide on how we known each other. And in a sense, that make it quite a special relationship. [Ahhh. don't eat vinegar ah] Like pink excessively and collects movie ticket stubs. Has lots of weird habit. One is have to go through MRT barrier with auspicious number. I don't know if you can call that superstitious. >_<

Well thats it i guess. I want to put something about my church but this is tiring. Dragging photos down is tiring too. So i shall stop now. And of course there are many more out there who impact my life. Just that i do not have your photos and so too bad, live with it. For i am dying.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

All right people. I'm dying.

For real. Take a lookie here.




I got posioned! My toe is poisoned! Look at how black and blue and purple it is! A tell-tale sign that i am dying...

Do not miss me people. Been nice knowing you guys. >_<

[At time of post, the posion is still stuck at the big toe. Please donate generously to SAVE (Society Averting Vicious Endings) so that I can be saved. Thank you in advance]



Finally settled most of my scholarship applications. But sending them out sure is expensive. $3 for 3 stamps, $3 for photocopies of my results, $1 for envelope and $3 for 3 passport photo which comes up to a grand whooping total of $10! This is pure gayness. I hope I get something back in return for my money spent.

And somehow I suddenly wanted to have The Alphabet Of Manliness by Maddox. Saw it in Kinokuniya some days ago and have since been itching to get it. But it cost a grand marvelous sum of $33 and no way will I shell that kind of money for that kind of book. I shall check with my USA staying friend and ask her how much it cost there, seems to be cheaper as it only cost 10 USD. Another item to my wishlist!

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Some benefits of wearin AJC t shirt:

Situation 1: You got on a bus and you just realised that your EZ Link card has no more value and you are unable to take the ride. What would you do? Throw in 55 cents into the coin machine and buy your bus ticket at student rate.

Situation 2: You are feeling hungry and you decided to eat Macs for breakfast. You walk in and you ordered your favourite sausage mac muffin with egg meal. When ask for payment, instead of the usual $5.40 its now at a whooping discount of $4. What the heck just happened? Did macdonald's just decided to go all charity? Nah, you have just gotten yourself a student meal.

That aside, went for a job interview under starhub. The working hours are good for me, so i decided to give it a try. The place was crappy ulu, only one bus access there. There were 7 or 8 candidates all trying out for the job which was rumoured to be having 10 spaces. The interview was not really an interview at all. They din't ask question like 'What is your strongest point' and 'Why would i employ you and not the person that's going to come in next.' kind of question. More like 'Oh your will be doing this and this, and that and that, IF you got the job.' And it was all over. In under 5 mins. And all canditate failed this 'interview'. Waste of time.

And i had to explain the same stroy 4 times over to 4 different people on the phone. And another time to a person personally. And repeating the same story over again wasn't really fun. It leaves me tired.

Feel like an old prune after 60 minutes of floor ball in VJC today. Got totally floored by the real old folks. But damn them, they had P.E. teachers on their side. All in all we won 2 games out of 6, with me scoring 1 out of 4 goals and receving the reward of able to go home earlier than the unlucky top 4 groups who had to stay for another 2 games. Woe to them. Had chocolate/orange prata as VJC sponsor prata for all. Sounds like stomachache to me. But so far so good. No dumping made yet.

Things really do get shitty. But somehow, with a little thing call 'communication', things would be clearer and easier to set upright.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

SomehowI like the way things are. its like having sex buddies, you get the enjoyment, without the comittment. but of cause, things are plainly wrong [omg sex buddies.. i actually mentioned that...] and it has come to a stage where its super super bad. [and i thought it cant get any worse.. i was dead wrong]

Anyway chinese new year has blown pass. Another year, another 'celebration'. After going through it for like 10+ years, all the excitment just does'nt seem to be there anymore. No more looking forward to visit cousins, nor the anticipation of how much ang bao your gonna get. I got new year clothes first time since the past 3 years and somehow, the idea of buying new clothes just does'nt sit in anymore. Its just another chinese new year, what's the big deal?

Going to look for a job real soon. Dwindling cash supply has forced me out of my comfort zone. Not to forget the incurring cost of learning how to drive an automobile. And procastination really can kill. Im such an asshole. *Slap myself*

On lighter note, I watched finish this japanese drama called ' 1 litre of tears'. And believe, girls out there, you will really really weeep. I heard someone cried through the whole 11 episodes of it. Its nice for sure, I did not cried at all. Maybe I'm immuned to it already. Or maybe it just does'nt really relate well enough to me.

Hmmm... Telling people to watch a moppy drama ain't exactly what you would call as 'on a lighter note'. But heck. And darling Crystal, please, don't get me anything from Hong Kong. Ha. See I so nice, helping you save money.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
不能用恨你却不住结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

歌手:杨丞琳 专辑:恶魔在身边片尾曲

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

theres so many things i wanna say
but yet it seems so hard.

some things seem so wrong, and yet its hard to stop.

like spendin the dae together
watching movie
sharing the same ice cream [1 cup 2 spoons]
and the close physical contact

im having second thoughts abt postin this up

but im not gonna care anymore.

ignorant and apathy.

Monday, February 05, 2007

she finally did it.

and im still mopping around undecided on wat to do.

maybe i have lower-than-average courage

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

had a few chat with cry and it seems like both of us have come to the conclusion on wat to do and such.

and somewat, i figured out the first step. and the rest just have to see the situation and see how things go.

Monday, January 29, 2007

sometimes i have no idea wat the heck am i doing.

things are getting pretty warp and muddy. clearin it up its gonna take ages.

i have no idea wat to do next.......

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

my first work of the year ended up being a waiter

the restaraunt is in east coast, and its sort of a per function thing. u get paid for $20 for roughly 3 hrs of work and dinner [pizza!] is provided. its pretty slack most of the part, but its DAMN FUN!

firstly, the setting is damn slack. no uniform, i jsut wore jeans and tee. So the whole lot of us waiters were like clowns [different assortment of clothes] running around serving tea and food and such. And its super not professional la, its like im not trained AT ALL and im suppose to serve tea and scoop soup for them. So i really just anyhow do sia, try to look pro haha.

the tea jar is really damn heavy. i hold till my arm ache and shake when pourin tea. so i ended up fillin it half full first before i go to top up their tea.. and the japs, they drink tea like breathing sia... really a lot.. like average 5 refills a person. scary!

my fren was really popular with the jap gers, all wan to take photo with him. he was like 'how come jap gers want me but sg gers don wan' haha. then they say 'u r handsome' and he say arigato they all giggled like crazy. and they keep drinkin up their tea so he can serve them damn funny.

then the ger who was workin with my section got sexual harrass b a table of guys. its like they say'thank u, u are very pretty' and keep drinkin tea so she can serve them. then we were slackin in a corner near their table, they attempted to take photo of her but she ducked and hide behind me.

its pretty exciting and all. but im kinda lost without subtitles. haha. will be goin back next mondae. hah more jap people. hope got more pretty gers to take photo with. apparently they say the grp yesterdae was more on.. but todae was pretty fun actually. haha. all my work like not working liddat. hah

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

decided to go learn some vocab to boost my english usuage and this is wat i came across

enterdrainment
girlfriend button
e-penis
celebutard


and of cuz
my own creation

apitas

enjoy learning peeps!

Sunday, January 07, 2007

and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying

well i don wan the same things to happen over again whereby i ended up sitting doin nuthing. but then again, im just not sure if its the rite thing to do. things do get complicated. and somehow, deciding to not do anything may just seem the best decision. or maybe im just a coward.

Saturday, January 06, 2007