work is pathetic. With nothing to do, im just attempting to self entertain myself. which prove to be apitas since firstly, the computing is slow to the core. which means no games other than text base games like utopia and such. but come on, how many times can u log into tat in an hour? it gets boring seeing the throne screen umpteen times without seeing any significant change. Hmm well, theres always archmage. but with 5 mins a turn.. its pointless to login once every 5 min to spend 1 turn. which the max u can do is click 4 links before all ur turn is gone. which isent much.

Secondly, the comp has no sound system. which makes watching youtube or crunchyroll totally not enjoyable. how can u watch shows without the bam bam or anime without their funny japanese speaking accent [tho i probably wont understand a single word of wat they say]... but yar. no sound. no fun. not even remotely close to being time wasting.

so im back to surfing the net, looking around for stuffs. but there isent much to look.. ya even tho im doing my research on nds, but how many times can u access the forums before u start to memorise the dimension of the device. and get to know the names of the developer behind those homebrew programs like moonshell, DSlinux and Ds Organiser?

Gamespot had lost it appeal to me too. PS2 games are just dying and PC games lack the usual innovative fun. Nothing is appealing to me for now. Heck, the newest hot game is NWN2 which happen to be DnD style game. And my goodness, they are using some 8. somethingish version of the boardgame. Argh.. whats wrong with people, why would i use the computer to play a game that depend on random dice rolls? It just all wrong.

Gamefaq has nothing for me to read since i sorta stop my FFXII gaming rampage. Wanted to break the first demon wall before i proceed on further into the game, but heck, its just beyond me. so im stuck with training my characters tediously. so im back to watching anime at home now.

And reading manga online has gotten pretty boring too. The net is slow and the browser lags. Ya apparently firefox can eat pretty much resource on a rubbish computer. But heck, the comp run out of memory by just opening 5 excel documents, so im not surprise that im unable to open like 2 or 3 firefox windows just so that i can read on one and let the other load.

Life is APITAS.

Maybe i shuld plug in my hearphones into the comp and just watch anime anyway... looking forward to the dinner tonight tho. gathering with friends as a civilian is pretty awesome.