i never tot i be so deep in any manga before

at first i tot its quite lame, but as i read, i got pulled into the story. tho there are major flaws in plot like wat kind of a guy nid a confession from a ger first before deciding upon a relationship, but something else struck a deeper chord in my heart.

dreams.

each character has a dream of his own. and as they decide between love and dream, they grow into knowing more abt themselves. and more abt their love. of cuz, all this kind of talk would seem gibberish since its just manga, but a talk with one army fren just make me realised tat, people do have real dreams. not everyone go abt their rat race, gettin a degree and such. some are really startin up their own buisness, creating new franchise, designing clothes, opening pubs and cafes. it put me into a new perspective.

wat dream do i have?

its pretty sad that dreams get less relevent as one grows older. maybe the older u are the harder to pursue ur dream since ur stuck with responsibilites. theres so many things that i wan to do. but im not sure if i can do them all. and i not sure the reason why i wan to do them other then they are interesting. its not as if i really love them or really passionate abt them. it kinda build a loserish image in me in the path to look cool.

wat am i gonna do 10 years down the road?

i have no idea. i got a uni course. maybe i might end up well-being. but i doubt tat i will be doin anything remarkable or great. just gettin stuck in the rat race i suppose. the world is so cruel.

and its making me sad.

really sad.