i realise im kinda naive..
not tat tats bad.. but it isent good either..

anyway, kinda realised tat there is no close fren close enuff to know 100% abt u. maybe 50%, or better 60%... i guess even 70% is kinda hard..
why am i harping on it?
hmm..
well i used to think that between closest of frends, there shuld be this certain level or transparency between them... but obviously this is not true as even closest of frends know not of ur darkest secret... its kinda filtered membrane where ur frens onli know things which they need to know.. as they say in army. need to know basis...
i makes me kinda sad, that theres no one in the world where ur comfortable enuff to bare ur hearts out... i guess even btw bgr, or married couples there is no such thing as 'there shall be no secret btw us'. then wats the point of having frens/gerfrends/boyfrens/husbands/wives when u cant even trust them?

well, i guess i shant step into their mistakes...