i think the effect of knowing that your love one is going overseas for a couple of years do really changes the way you view the future and the present.

it sort of make me want to treasure as much time as i have with her. and of course, to want to have as much happy times as well. so i have to learn to drop the trivial stuff and just focus on us being happy instead.

although that would be quite a challenge on my part.

in addition, i begin to think about the stuff that we wont be able to do in next year. Like our birthdays. Anniversary. V day. My convocation. Christmas. New Year. Which explains why i would want to spend as much of these together.